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Liana Kerzner Has The Psychoanalysis Skills Of A Kiwi Farms Troll

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From Out Of Context Tweets And Reductionism:

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Notice that last part.

Asher specifically called himself the “perpetrator” of “sexual violence” against another child. I’ve really only repeated Asher’s own words.

Except Giancarlo didn’t.

He inserted a whole part that wasn’t there.

I have sexual violence in my past as a very young child, but rather than being the victim (which would be more acceptable), I am the perpetrator. … although I regret my wrongful actions, I am scarred just as much as any other child who’s been disturbed in such a way.

/determinism/

Where, in there, did I say “another child”?

I didn’t.

But Giancarlo thinks I did.

Kiwi Farms thinks I did.

More psychoanalyzing from shallow trolls who are so self-important they write long-winded overly-detailed super-sappy apology letters to the people they photoshop like their victims give 2 fucks. I’m looking at you Big Beefus.

Oh, wait. Do you notice something?

There’s a call for accountability and public decorum, and that if I were to speak about something at any time anywhere it’s selfish assholery and a lack of impulse control. (I never mentioned a victim.) I’m sure other victims of sexual attacks feel horrified to know this. I’m fully aware of this. I’m also a victim, and no, I won’t be sharing. However, it is not my responsibility and obligation to make sure that any one person out there with any smidgen of trauma is never bothered by a single thing I ever do. So, *check* there you go, I have a disregard for others’ feelings, like an unaccountable asshole. I have *never* said the laughably insane line, “No one understands me except intellectuals,” in my entire life as I don’t see myself as an intellectual… like, at all. But, oh, what’s this, it’s a *LIE* I’m telling *MYSELF*? I’m LYING TO MYSELF? *check check check* I already said I gave the victim enough thought to not even mention their existence beyond my role, but whatever, right?

[EDIT: Emphasis added.]

See, here, notice how the *70 words* is now becoming longer. It’s becoming a “long letter.” 70 words is not a “long letter.” Maybe it was the entire point of the blog post even. Keep this in mind.

And that’s the sequence there on Kiwi Farms, almost, because Joshua Moon also inserts his own fantasy into the entire thing. They have very vivid imaginations:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TiChZlNmVug&t=10s

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Out Of Context Tweets And Reductionism

So, let’s see:

Dear Ms. Liana Krezner, [sic]

I believe you are mistaking accountability with lack of shame. Someone who learned anything from their experience of abusing another human sexually at any age would feel enough shame not to speak about the crime in a public forum, as they know it would make the victim uncomfortable if it got out and other victims of sexual attacks feel horrified to know. Asher is a sexual assaulter with a disregard for other’s feelings. “No one understands me except intellectuals,” is a lie he uses to make himself feel better and to tell others they are too stupid if they are not defeninf [sic] him for sexually assaulting a child even as a child himself. In his post, he doesn’t even give the victim he assaulted a thought outside of a stock apology, and resortss [sic] to saying how much it scared him with emphasis on how this event shaped him, Asher, and not the person he assaulted. It is a side fact in his long letter defendinf [sic] himself meant to shock onlookers. I understand falling for his tactics, but I encourage you to not defend him further and reread his post, thinking over his intents revealing that and the casual disregard he did [sic] throwing it out.

Amholio from Kiwi Farms

I encourage you to find where what Amholio, a Kiwi Farms troll, has to say differs from the the angles, mind-reading, and tactics Liana Kerzner employs when describing me when they discuss “the issues” without naming me and Kerzner’s audience clearly reads it as commenting on me and my situation.

Figured it out?

Well, here’s what I see:

  • Amholio: I believe you are mistaking accountability with lack of shame.
  • Liana Kerzner: He doesn’t think his disorder is a disorder or that he has a problem and just keeps shitting the bed and taking it out on everyone else because he hates himself.

Okay

  • Amholio: … as they know it would make the victim uncomfortable if it got out and other victims of sexual attacks feel horrified to know.
  • Liana Kerzner: He’s an unaccountable asshole that doesn’t hold himself accountable for everyone else’s comfort and feelings and how anyone else might feel about anything.

Huh

  • Amholio: would feel enough shame
  • Liana Kerzner: He lies to himself about all of it and doesn’t think he has a disorder. He needs to be ~*special*~ and he thinks his disorder (that I don’t think I have apparently) makes him ~*special*~.

Uh

  • Amholio: “No one understands me except intellectuals,” is a lie he uses to make himself feel better and to tell others they are too stupid if they are not defeninf [sic] him
  • Liana Kerzner: He lies to himself all the time. If he’d stop lying he’d leave me alone. He’s constantly running away from the gnashing of teeth in his mind, which I can see into. He intellectualizes his feelings so he says weird things no human could ever feel like being okay with anger, or that anger is a vulnerable emotion when we all know that’s a pile of bunk. He also was abusive and demanded I defend him even when I confronted him and asked him to tone it down.*

* None of that happened, btw.

Whew

  • Amholio: he doesn’t even give the victim he assaulted a thought
  • Liana Kerzner: The next time someone says there is no inherent self-worth I’ll end the friendship because, well, I discovered that it was a broad spectrum of behavior that demonstrated he didn’t believe he even had to try.

Oh, also, I didn’t even *mention* a victim because I didn’t want to bring ANY attention to anyone but me. No details, nothing. Just me. Was it a poor choice? Did it still come out badly? Yeah, it did. Live and learn.

  • Amholio: It is a side fact in his long letter defendinf [sic] himself meant to shock onlookers.
  • Liana Kerzner: Yeah, he wrote like, a whole freakin’ blog post* about how he assaulted another child as a child for attention, because he has this enduring need to be ~*special*~ and yeah, like it wouldn’t effect ANYONE and he demanded I defend him.*

* Again, this never happened. Also, it was 70 words, < 1% of the entire blog post that wasn’t about that.

  • Amholio: I encourage you to not defend him further and reread his post, thinking over his intents revealing that
  • Liana Kerzner: You should listen to me and not to any of his long-winded misogynistic defenses (*thabhsdtbbewrthhbbetnxth*) so that I can tell you what he really feels, thinks, motivates him, his intentions, what he’s trying to get you to do, what he thinks about himself, his past, what’s *actually* a trauma and isn’t, tune in!!!! Remember, I’m talking about the issue, it’s not *my* fault if you apply it to The Gruesome Twosome *wink wink*

And not just with me!

With every single person she has a conflict with and the relationship goes sour.

Episode after episode after episode after episode after episode… the script barely changes. What *does* change is whether she had a trauma response or not, whether she was calling in a welfare check or expecting the police to chastise me and tell me to stop bothering her (I never said ‘sorry’ to the police), what lies she decides we lied and then she decides we got ‘caught’, the sequence of events, what I revea…

YOU’RE LISTENING TO AND TAKING ADVICE FROM A KIWI FARMS TROLL!

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