You know, time and again Kerzner supplies a narrative where they lose some part of their audience, or receives some sort of backlash because Liana “told the truth” or said something quite frankly and with candor. Kerzner’s, in essence, implying, or not so implying, that they paid a social price for their “truth telling,” and honesty.
And yet, when I tell the truth, and speak with very blunt and direct candor, about specific things, with specific names, and don’t vague-post all over the place (when it comes to down to brass tacks)…
Well, are we back to it being a sign of an unacceptable lack of impulse control? Instability? Or are we back into the cycle of self-loathing “unaccountable” asshole? Accountable to who? Kerzner!? Or has it shifted back this week to being me being a “terrible person” who just “hates being told they’re a terrible person” even though I’ve never said that and would never say that in a million fucking years, and Liana is quite aware of this but contradicts me to their audience, in essence, lying, on a weekly basis.
Notice how I pointed out (to use their language here) in my second apology that, well, according to Kerzner, perhaps I can’t even tell the truth because I’m bullshitting myself so much? Yeah, that was me stating what I understood to be what Kerzner was saying. I don’t actually think I can’t tell the truth just because some yahoo miscalculating wannabe-my-therapist-not-my-friend told me I can’t, and I never did.
But, ever notice how when Liana “truth tells” (their language) it’s candor, a cost, Liana has *breathes in* integrity? Kerzner’s a victim of being too honest and true?
But, when I do it, or *anyone but Liana for that matter* it’s instability, impulsivity, bad, terrible, immature, self-loathing asshole behavior?
There will never be a day, or a sentence, in which I am ever afforded the same from Kerzner that they continuously afford themselves in every conflict.
This is not a pattern of behavior of a healthy person with healthy boundaries. This is pathological behavior where only one side ever comes out with a “fair” result according only to them.