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I sympathize with individuals who receive disturbing and threatening messages from sociopathic criminals trying to mess with them, me, and take advantage of the ever escalating “drama” surrounding my reasonable defense against misrepresentations and straight-up lies being made about me.
2025-03-30 16:37:54.375 / 3llmbqhzqe22o
I have also received messages like this, and it’s easy, tempting, and very understandable to, upon first reception, assume or believe it’s me. I get it. It’s quite scary and makes my stomach sink. It’s horrible and abusive and terrifying.
2025-03-30 16:37:54.376 / 3llmbqi2bwk2o
I do not see that reaction as an attack. What I *do* see as noteworthy and offensive is the assumption and insistence it *is* me and they *know* it’s me …
2025-03-30 16:37:54.377 / 3llmbqi2cvs2o
after I say it isn’t, that I don’t do threaten people in such a manner, point out why it wouldn’t make any sense, and the reasons they don’t actually know that or are going to be able to prove it.
2025-03-30 16:37:54.378 / 3llmbqi2euc2o
At that point, it begins to turn into awful ignorant arrogance hidden or justified behind a “trauma response” that I must keep enduring repeatedly.
This is an incredibly self-centered and obscenely unfair response to the situation.
This is what *I* would like to see happen:
2025-03-30 16:37:54.379 / 3llmbqi2gss2o
Post them publicly if you want, say anything you want about it, *suggest* it’s me (‘cause no you don’t know), tell people I’m horrible, I don’t care. I just want the light of day on this and any tiny bit of info helps me find the individual to stop this criminal level abuse.
2025-03-30 16:37:54.380 / 3llmbqi2hs22o
Or, send them to me, I won’t reveal your private information. Or, and the best, report them to the authorities, and again, say whatever you want about me, but please don’t tell them you know it’s me as an objective irrefutable fact because it’s not true and I will be able to refute it.
2025-03-30 16:37:54.381 / 3llmbqi2jqk2o
Again, *report these messages to the authorities.*
In this climate that could be dangerous to me, but I’m confident I can sort it out. At least it will get to me and I can resolve this.
REPORT IT TO AUTHORITIES
Give them all the details, raw files, records, everything, please.
2025-03-30 16:37:54.382 / 3llmbqi2kps2o
One last thing:
What I just wrote is exactly the same type of even, reasonable, mature, and realistic “address,” video, claim, and so on that people accuse me of being so disturbed and mentally unwell put out there. So much so that what the imposter is doing now seems believable.
2025-03-30 16:37:54.383 / 3llmbqi2moc2o
If you don’t think so, read it and point out where. Please.
The resulting degradation of public perception of my character is not on me, that’s on them.
All I’ve ever done is very carefully, meticulously even, stated my case, my observations, my side of the story, my opinions, and so on …
2025-03-30 16:37:54.384 / 3llmbqi2oms2o
Just like they do, except something I’m doing is too real and too accountable (in my opinion).
I’ll take a page from their playbook just for a moment and ask, if I’m as unstable, disturbed, unwell, dangerous, ridiculous, manic, flailing, abusive, lack impulse control, unacceptable …
2025-03-30 16:37:54.385 / 3llmbqi2pm22o
Cross moral boundaries, misogynistic, transphobic, stigmatizing, wacky, laughable, dismissable, scary, and everything else… why do trolls and places like Kiwi Farms consistently lose interest in me?
I can’t say the same for my detractors.
I implore you to take 5 seconds to think about that.
2025-03-30 16:37:54.386 / 3llmbqi2qlc2o
Really think about that.
Why am I not in jail? Arrested? Have a history of this? On a list somewhere? Ever been sued? Ever been filed against? Ever been suspected of a single crime? Ever been accused of this at all until now?
It makes no sense.
2025-03-30 16:37:54.387 / 3llmbqi2sjs2o
My detractors constant mental health stigma and frankly theatrical claims don’t fit the facts, but people tend to believe what they want to hear and what validates their feelings of knowing, control, insight, and intelligence, despite telling others not to fall for that.
2025-03-30 16:37:54.388 / 3llmbqi2tj22o
Even that is understandable, but there comes a point where I’m not the dangerous one.
2025-03-30 16:37:54.389 / 3llmbqi2uic2o
I don’t think my mental health situation makes me special. I don’t make demands on others as boundaries. I don’t think I’m smarter or more capable than everyone else. I don’t think my nonconformity makes me superior, especially morally. I don’t measure my suffering against others.
2025-03-30 16:37:54.390 / 3llmbqi2vhk2o
I don’t prop myself up above everyone else as a role model. I don’t court shady people from troll forums as my audience, and I don’t provoke them or poke them. They are truly inconsequential to me.
2025-03-30 16:37:54.391 / 3llmbqi2xg22o
And I never lacked any empathy in any online conversation or “fight” for anyone, they did. They failed their own empathy test so spectacularly it put things into perspective for me.
I can’t say the same of my critics.
2025-03-30 16:37:54.392 / 3llmbqi2yfc2o
My only “failing” has been to not cave and give in to others’ demands that only they matter because of a weaponized guilt I’m presumably bound by as some kind of social contract. I don’t reassure them, agree with them, compliment them, and give them all the benefits of my work.
2025-03-30 16:37:54.393 / 3llmbqi2zek2o
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