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I said, sarcastically mocking @redlianak.bsky.social's treatment of me over the last 3 days that was finally fully fed up with, "Yes. Do you want a reward?"
And now I'm a total sociopath with no empathy who stalks people and 'abuses' them with highly-disturbing and alarming anonymous messages.
2025-04-01 23:50:17.543 / 3lls2tibtgv2k
I was referencing how @redlianak.bsky.social had treated me and made my alleged manipulation to make her give me an emotional reward I never wanted (I never thought I was a "bad person" in anyone's eyes) a point of contention. It was an honest question.
2025-04-01 23:50:17.544 / 3lls2tii2nv2k
"Do you not want to know that?" (memory, paraphrased)
She honestly could've just said "no," but she was embarrassed and, frankly, I *think* it would've revealed too much.
I'd rather she just say no.
She later answered this question anyway with essentially a big "no" but not in so few words.
2025-04-01 23:50:17.545 / 3lls2tin7p52k
I'm the deeply disturbed psychopath that's required numerous hospitalizations that haven't helped me at all because everyone in my life coddles me, including my late father and husband (two *different* people), my mother, everyone!
2025-04-01 23:50:17.546 / 3lls2tin7p62k
This of course, ignores the fact that my brilliant high functioning alcoholic father offered security and wisdom, but almost no emotional connection, effectively emotionally neglecting me my entire life.
2025-04-01 23:50:17.547 / 3lls2tinbno2k
And that I grew up in a small mountain town where a lot of my "signs" were ignored because nobody knew what to do. People knew something was off, but nobody did much of anything because… what were they to do?
Which, sort of, makes it "not really their fault," it's "understandable," isn't it?
2025-04-01 23:50:17.548 / 3lls2tinbnp2k
I choose to see the best and do my best and love a lot of these people, and see them fondly and appreciate them, despite this because, that's life, …
2025-04-01 23:50:17.549 / 3lls2tinbnq2k
even if I do feel completely shut out of society and ignored out of emotional convenience and the American tradition of standing on the sideline doing nothing.
2025-04-01 23:50:17.550 / 3lls2tinbnr2k
Apparently we're at the point now where straight-up neglect is "coddling," but validating and reaffirming with positivity and compassion every single person's thought or feeling, …
2025-04-01 23:50:17.551 / 3lls2tinbns2k
effectively eliminating every consequence of their action by immediately throwing them out the second a "boundary" is crossed like that's normal is the new shit.
Otherwise, I'm only thinking of *myself* and not *everyone else* to my detriment like I *should* be!
2025-04-01 23:50:17.552 / 3lls2tinbnt2k
Can't I see they can't help it and they're "hurting"? Can't I see they are a victim of "bad biology/genetics" and leave them alone?
I'm hurting too. I've got a bad inheritance too. So, yes, I can, and I choose to treat them as equals, not children.
2025-04-01 23:50:17.553 / 3lls2tinbnu2k
I adamantly refuse to act as if I'm the only adult in the room.
2025-04-01 23:56:04.260 / 3lls35swsbe2k
asherwolfstein.com is coming
2025-04-01 23:57:50.335 / 3lls3ay3x542k
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