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2026-05-30 02:42:59 / 2060552525435331070 / Twitter Web App
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… was it with me about my behavior? or with your web host about my behavior?

'Cause I don't provide web hosting. Original Pursuits LLC provides web hosting.

She couldn't really just click a different button, send a message to a different person (whose job it was too), submit a form or a ticket?

I guess not! ? Because ALL of those were available the ENTIRE time! So, thinks *I'm* the web service despite *never* paying me personally, thinks no one else can do anything BUT me, who's completely incompetent by the way, because I'm delusional, is entitled to my attention and my time *in* mental crisis (I was "more worried" about my own pain, and come on, she's a paying customer!), is now saying I'm a narcissist because of *checks notes* patterns of behavior she never provides, think my husband owes her privacy over an unrelated personal matter because he was the one whose job it was too, but, he can't do that job, which is why she *needs* me to do… what?

Original Pursuits LLC, via their imprint Novelty Factor Hosting, is a web *host.* It's a self-service web *host*. That means you purchase a package, it gets provisioned, and then you, being in this instance her and… I don't know, upload your website, and then you maintain it. You are renting space (unlimited), bandwidth (unlimited), autoscaling (unlimited), and DDOS protection (automatically mitigated), malware (automatically scanned every day), security certificates (free! with https forcing), access and error logs (available in panel and as downloads, self-service), backups (automatically made every day, and snapshots are self-service), and, depending, database instances (self-service). If you upload a WordPress plugin and it breaks your site? You don't go to the web *host* because the *host* doesn't do that, as is standard. You figure out how to fix it yourself. No *host* fixes your programming, your formatting, your contact forms. They fix access to your site, like FTPS, control panel login, backups, restores, DNS disconnections, etc.

This is *standard* across the industry, like, no question, undeniable, and it's in Novelty Factor Hosting's Terms Of Service under the extent of services the host provides, for this reason, that you must agree to in order to have a package.

She paid Original Pursuits LLC, the package was provisioned, and then, the company didn't do anything about it again because access was smooth, no DDOS, no malware, no autoscaling issues, no corrupt or missing files, no database disconnects, no account lock outs, no ssh/ftps/https issues, so, that was all that was done.

2026-05-30 02:43:00 / 2060552529059140002 / Twitter Web App
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Here's an example of, say, DreamHosts standard Terms of Service agreement, which is much like ours:

I mean, here's a standard agreement from DreamHost:

https://www.dreamhost.com/legal/terms-of-service/

Like my first therapist would jokingly tell me, all the time, back in 2001, "Can't fix stupid!" ? https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060552532012011762/photo/1

2026-05-30 02:43:01 / 2060552532012011762 / Twitter Web App
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Grrl…

?She failed to recognize that I was encouraging her to be herself. https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060552535048691717/photo/1

2026-05-30 02:43:02 / 2060552535048691717 / Twitter Web App
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She should know, she posted it herself. ? https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060552537640755520/photo/1

2026-05-30 02:43:02 / 2060552537640755520 / Twitter Web App
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? … ? … ? … ??????

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I don't see it the reason… I can't find the reason… omg, this is like when I get out of the freakin' pool, or when I'm washing my balls and one of them disappears for a bit, and then, I carefully pass my hands over to find it, and then, oh shit, here it is… lost in the vast labyrinths of eternal secrets of my inguinal canal.

https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2059119083476623656?s=20

OMG WHEW! ?

2026-05-30 02:43:03 / 2060552540580917375 / Twitter Web App
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Oh, shit! "I'm ____ so you can't object to my behaviour!" Wow, that's a terrible thing to say, who the fuck said that? Can't be me, I don't spell like a Canadian, damn dude, wow.

And… < . < What is happening? Is she for real?

"At-risk" was what the hospital staff told me to be aware of, not my identity that I self-assigned.

Being disabled is a legal status I qualified for, not my identity that I self-assigned.

My disability is a mental health condition, which, this peer counselor isn't familiar with group counselors always telling patients, "avoid making your condition your identity, because, what happens if you get better?"

> . > is no one paying attention to what I write, because… I swear I said this.

I also can't "win" a pro Objectivism argument and "be an Objectivist" (that one I self-assigned) because "winning" a pro Objectivism argument would mean I made the case *against* Objectivism.

"Can't fix stupid!" ?

Ayn Rand not believing in government social welfare, which I'm not currently receiving (yay!), or the prioritization of the disabled is irrelevant to being disabled? Like, does this mean I'm not currently disabled?

Since I never said this was about anyone's opinion on my behavior, which 95% of self-help gurus tell me is just atrocious, just ask Doreen, and I've never said that horrendous thing above, then…. I guess I'm allowed to be an Objectivist, even though what actually *makes* me an Objectivist is saying the words, "I'm an Objectivist," much like what makes me a furry is me saying the words, "I'm a furry."

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Does it… not work like that? Like… how do I prove I'm a furry? Or gay? … ? Am I gay? Or am I allowed to be gay?

An existentially chilling cocktail indeed.

2026-05-30 02:43:04 / 2060552543701434544 / Twitter Web App
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I would be very interested in hearing from these IT professionals so that I can avoid hiring them.

Cause, I know for myself, you just can't fix stupid, no matter how high the salary goes. Even Catbert knows that! ?

And… last I checked phishing schemes are… illegal? Or at least, fineable? I mean, isn't that fraud?

2026-05-30 02:43:04 / 2060552546570355161 / Twitter Web App
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She thinks saying a sentence about something existing is a brag. Is that like how not doing something no one asked you to is a refusal? I wish I was making this up!

Bruce Forsyth disagrees with this assessment as well:

https://militarybruce.com/when-you-find-out-that-celebrity-you-admire-is-a-jerk/

2026-05-30 02:43:05 / 2060552548973785187 / Twitter Web App

You're a narcissist! And you're a narcissist! Everyone's a narcissist!

https://nottherapyshow.podbean.com/e/are-you-a-narcissist/

Someone can also display symptoms of being neurodivergent without being neurodivergent. https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060552551276429334/photo/1

2026-05-30 02:43:06 / 2060552551276429334 / Twitter Web App
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Except, of course, when the reliability of the diagnosis, or non-diagnosis, is rock fucking solid 'cause she's not a Benton Savage, her guest that was promoting his book "Madness Misdiagnosed" about the reliability of diagnoses, which Liana gave statistics for, as well as a completely irrelevant personal experience to be relatable.

https://asherwolfstein.com/internet/liana-kerzners-its-not-therapy-madness-misdiagnosed-episode-156/

2026-05-30 02:43:06 / 2060552554044674052 / Twitter Web App
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Liana and I agree!

It isn't stigma or ableist (notice how I didn't put the quotes!?) to refuse to accept poor behavior from anyone, and refuse to make exceptions based on diagnosis.

I do know, though, that if we're not allowed to talk about bad behavior and the harm that bad behavior does, then, people won't have any idea they're befriending someone who's been called out for bad behavior for years and will then be hurt by that bad behavior, this won't allow enough victims to make content about and that's bad for the cruelty economy.

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2026-05-30 02:43:07 / 2060552557190402345 / Twitter Web App
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I mean… I know it's been pretty bad ever since I told the kindergarten teacher my father was the antichrist and that's we didn't go to church on Sundays, but, hot damn! People are so desperate to not be "terrible people," (read: unable to be disabled) they'll ostracize ANYONE! https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060552559748870236/photo/1

2026-05-30 02:43:08 / 2060552559748870236 / Twitter Web App
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I do feel bad! I feel bad about being exploited, as I explained to Mark Bourrie in this fine letter here for no reason. I have no one to explain this to because he's the lawyer. So free speech for thee but not for me!

I picked this troll dog whistle up on Kiwi Farms, as I don't say that, because I'm not a troll, and I don't dog whistle. ? Just dog.

And, I actually stated my plans if I were to stop being exploited on May 23, 2026.

Everyone's so creative! (My apologies to the Fry Kwik Corporation) ?

2026-05-30 02:43:08 / 2060552562571624814 / Twitter Web App
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Phew! I'm so glad she said this. For a second there I was worried that maybe, deep down, I was lying to myself because I was actually right about everything, but then I realized that Liana is right about everything and agrees that me treating people exactly how they decide to treat me isn't a sign of unconscious transphobia. Also, I'm not sure how I'd engage in unconscious transphobia seeing as how I have trouble sleeping. I guess I have trouble being unconsciously transphobic. ?

2026-05-30 02:43:09 / 2060552565667017069 / Twitter Web App
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Is it? Oh, better tone that down I guess, Sergeant Kerzner, Tone Police, has spoken! ?‍♀️

*whispers*

It's okay guys, Mom's just trying to be validated, I had "people pleasing" set to 0 already because I listened to https://nottherapyshow.podbean.com/e/people-pleasing-pleases-no-one/ https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060552568338817289/photo/1

2026-05-30 02:43:10 / 2060552568338817289 / Twitter Web App
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*rustles through the filing cabinets in my closet*

*bang crash howl* Ah, here it is!

*ahem* Intimidation, threats, and blackmail require a condition, as in, you need to *do* something. If there's nothing someone *can* do, then, there's no way to intimidate, threaten, or blackmail someone.

What's that? *phapphasetsrth* I don't… *NO! phpghpghdpfhgt* uh, I demanded things?

*rustles in the filing cabinets in my bathroom*

Dammit, get out of there and back into my scrotum!

*pow zip howl* Aha, here it is!

*ahem* You can't stop it!

Like I wrote on May 22, 2025 on BlueSky:

"When I said that before about others who accused me as long time ago, Liana used to nod her head or otherwise in quiet supportive agreement. I don’t imagine she’s doing that now.

Should’ve thought of that.

The machinery is in motion. It’s done.

Game over."

I just hate how I threaten and blackmail people by telling them there's absolutely nothing they can do about anything I'm doing or going to do.

(My mother laughed because she knew that if I sent my mind to blackmailing someone, they wouldn't be talking about it.)

2026-05-30 02:43:10 / 2060552571333595195 / Twitter Web App
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I will not be post "receipts" because that just spreads the dox… https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060552574521282973/photo/1

2026-05-30 02:43:11 / 2060552574521282973 / Twitter Web App
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*posts receipts* https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060552577016910166/photo/1

2026-05-30 02:43:12 / 2060552577016910166 / Twitter Web App
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"It's not my story to tell," so I won't say too much.

*lies out a whole story*

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7dXIEPEGpYw

2026-05-30 02:43:12 / 2060552579319558358 / Twitter Web App

https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060552581706076180/photo/1

2026-05-30 02:43:13 / 2060552581706076180 / Twitter Web App
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Liana in Ayn Rand Universal to Stuart Hayashi (or such facebook somewhere boomer place):

If the government can provide a service for much cheaper by sheer size of infrastructure, that's just good capitalism!

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2026-05-30 02:43:14 / 2060552584457543777 / Twitter Web App
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What the hell does being an animal have to do with gender!?

Oh, wait, it's that identity thing… wait… https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060552587066441794/photo/1

2026-05-30 02:43:14 / 2060552587066441794 / Twitter Web App
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I said that the person who was gender fluid had accused me of seeking attention by being a furry. https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060552589452919143/photo/1

2026-05-30 02:43:15 / 2060552589452919143 / Twitter Web App
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Liana Kerzner has talked more about narcissism in connection with "the owner of Novelty Factor and Original Pursuits LLC" who's frumpy middle-aged body is her web host, apparently, and just, more about narcissism in general in the last two weeks than I ever saw her talk about in a total of 3 years.

Here's the offended gender fluid person (I guess? I've only seen female middle-class homeowning progressive Liana offended for her so far) and Liana discussing Liana's old friend "Stalker-chan" (who she proactively told me in the first couple months of talking to her was Emily Schooley), and how she posts things to try to seek more attention for… money?

2026-05-30 02:43:15 / 2060552592099541199 / Twitter Web App
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When she DARVO-ed *that* post, where I was asking Naomi why she made up an entire interaction between us as far as I can tell (they don't match my voluminous records because I save every single thing I ever post), I posted

(Did you notice that if you click the post it includes the date!? … Did you!?)

https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2059661088161923450?s=20

2026-05-30 02:45:50 / 2060553242703257876 / Twitter Web App

Cites enough examp… wait, she didn't cite any examples.

… are there any examples? https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060554157703221714/photo/1

2026-05-30 02:49:29 / 2060554157703221714 / Twitter Web App
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She supplied no google weekend search psychology today citation for this one either…

Am I just… not even worth the effort anymore?

Is she… just not that into me?

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2026-05-30 02:50:51 / 2060554504857395201 / Twitter Web App
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Liana has zero false certainties about my diagnosis though… it seems… she has gut feelings. https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060554670666629516/photo/1

2026-05-30 02:51:31 / 2060554670666629516 / Twitter Web App
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So, this has been @redlianak over the last week or so then… https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060554827244167503/photo/1

2026-05-30 02:52:08 / 2060554827244167503 / Twitter Web App
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@redlianak Reminds me of this one.

Oh, I hope that Dr. Jonathan Newm… *smacks* I mean Stea! and I are still on good terms like when he was liking my Twitter posts staving off the MeyersBriggs trolls in his mentions. https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060555690498994385/photo/1

2026-05-30 02:55:34 / 2060555690498994385 / Twitter Web App
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Well, since I didn't violate Mark Bourrie's privacy, as he violated his own privacy, twice, online, as I discovered with my own 15 minute weekend Google search…

And since I have a right to publish such correspondence as I see fit in the United States…

Was it… because it was… *squints at the list because I need glasses I can't afford*

Embarrassing?

2026-05-30 02:58:33 / 2060556441011065324 / Twitter Web App
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Oh, yeah, I almost forgot this one.

Liana may have finally read what I was writing, for once, and realized that I actually *didn't* care about being called a bad person, or a good person, because most people who call me those are morally misguided (according to my beliefs) and so… why would I care about their opinions?

No person telling me I'm a "good person" ever brought me comfort because they morally approve of my actions.

I've said this… I've lost count. Every time she says this, I say it, so… *counts on his paws* 12? 32? 47?

I have no idea. But, looks like she got the message because now we've pivoted to new stakes that *everyone* is supposed to worry about: company image and being a demon from hell!

2026-05-30 03:04:09 / 2060557849173135501 / Twitter Web App
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@redlianak *squints*

Oh, sorry, narcissist.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WwozbxPKz6o

2026-05-30 03:04:24 / 2060557912427376870 / Twitter Web App

@redlianak https://x.com/asherwolfstein/status/2060558013564616954/video/1

2026-05-30 03:04:48 / 2060558013564616954 / Twitter Web App
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Did you notice I used humor there!?!

Did you!?!?!?

DID YOU!!!

No, I DON'T want a fucking reward, DO YOU HAVE NO EMPATHY?

OMG, how DARE you asshole, I'm gonna GET YOU!

I'm gonna cancel everything you watched me do with your husband from across the room at your stupid setup (who programs TRASH-80s anymore, lol), ruining his happiness, and tell millions of people in Missisauga about how YOU cared MORE about YOUR TRAUMA RESPONSE than the PAIN you were INFLICTING upon me by not talking to me for THREE WHOLE WEEKS while your husband kept telling me you were DECOMPENSATING HARD because

ONLY I HAVE TRAUMA RESPONSES!

ONLY I CAN BE PUSHED INTO A TRAUMA RESPONSE!

ONLY MY inner terror that happens to come across as anger and cruelty matters and is thus NOT problematic behavior because only * I * can be PUSHED into an uncontrollable controlled, funny, very proud of how I told you the TRUTH about yourself because I was pissed off and angry at your continuous BULLSHIT, the one where I needed to be called out on my bullshit TOO (< . <) because only * I * can have a legitimate trauma response because only * I * have CPTSD which is the MOST STIGMATIZED disorder ever because of going POSTAL in 1986 and because YOU may not actually be BORDERLINE but NARCISSIST which erases all that CHILDHOOD SEXUAL TRAUMA I shared details you didn't write in that post about to tell everyone you oversold it because only * I * know how to read what you write, only * I * can tell others how to protect themselves from your hatred of yourself, only * I * can offer the validation you pine after which is telling you you're not a bad person, only * I * can interpret what you do, only * I * know what's in my haters minds, only * I * can infer because god knows a Sabrina Carpenter song isn't homophobic!, only * I * can DEMAND you address that transphobia, my middle aged web host, only * I * can stalk your tweets to see if you do, only * I *, as a *FRIEND,* can offer you a miscalculated uncontrollably controlled trauma-response tough love session for FREE because I was trying to deliver what you told me you WANTED while also having a seriously private BUSINESS meeting about not being able to contact you, my flabby ridiculous incompetent middle-aged web host, instead of every other avenue I had at my disposal, because only * MY * life is completely and utterly inexplicable, hahahahahahahahhaaha I'm punch happy, okay, uh, we got 23 more minutes to fill… *siigggh*

* I'm * the ONLY ONE that can CARE without CARING!

2026-05-30 03:24:34 / 2060562990240616572 / Twitter Web App

@redlianak "That seems like it's coming from a place of anger… > . >"

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"Does it?"

2026-05-30 03:26:13 / 2060563402515460127 / Twitter Web App

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