New Material

NOTE: Not all the links in this post worked when it was re-posted.

I have published copious new material for the Asher aficionados, and the rest of you churlish troglodytes:

• Roadmap (New And Improved!)
  /roadmap/
• My Life As A Furry Comic
  /my-furry-comic-life/
  • The Sparklefuck “War”, or The Sparklefuckening
    /the-sparklefuckening/
    • My 5-Year “Friendship” With Liana Kerzner
      /my-5-year-friendship-with-liana-kerzner/
      • Asher Wolfstein’s 5-Year Telegram Exchange With Liana Kerzner
        /my-5-year-telegram-chat-transcript-with-liana-kerzner/
        • Asher Wolfstein’s Telegram Exchanges With Liana Kerzner – April, 2019
          /liana-kerzner-telegram-exchange-april-2019-04/

On The Publication Of The 5-Year Telegram Chat Transcript

It is important to note, that, at this time this is in progress. April of 2019 has now been published, and every month, week, and day will be coming pretty regularly, and pretty quick.

Because this is a very ‘out-of-the-norms’ move, it is very important that you are aware of the following:

This is super weird to me, and I don’t like it.

It is bonkers to me that I had a “friend” that has gone out of their way to flat-out lie about our relationship so much so that I have to post our entire online exchanges (almost) if I want anybody to believe it didn’t happen that way. And yes, she’s lied about our relationship. She’s described, or at the least alluded to, confrontations, requests/demands (from both sides), and aggression that didn’t happen.

And it’s fucking weird, and creepy, and unfortunately, people are apt to believe that what she says is most likely true because of how I’ve acted AFTER being maligned in public and in direct conflict, especially considering the perpetrator has attempted, up to employing legal intimidation, to decide it’s over for me.

I would have never thought, “in a million years,” that I would be posting my entire online exchanges with someone else, let alone Liana Kerzner. In spite of Aileyn’s insistence, as the self-appointed moderator of all things Internet, and men, I have had close friendships for long periods, even with the Internet. And some of those friends and I have parted ways, and not amicably. And yet, I have NEVER felt the need to do this.

This is “drama,” and I hate it. I want to end “drama.” I don’t do “drama.” This is all in an attempt to end it with the truth, no matter what Liana tells you.

The Facts Of The Matter

Liana Kerzner has spent sixteen months maligning my character and attempting to control my narrative. She has enjoyed some success to varying degrees in doing so, which has endangered me as an at-risk and disabled individual. I have voiced this at length, but, her, and her “safe” community, appear to scoff at this, look down on it, and sneer in contempt at how pathetic it all is, or so it seems to me.

I have those records as well, and they’ll be going up too.

I have everything, and it’ll all be going up.

She has portrayed a man that is nonsensically negative, mean, aggressive, sadistic even, who is dangerous, unstable, attention seeking, hypocritical, misogynist, transphobic, and utterly self-unaware at how abusive I am, lacking the necessary insight to control myself and not hurt others. Which is one thing to say and assert as a judgment of my behavior as a former friend.

But that man is not me. Neither to my acquaintances, friends (which I have Aileyn, wtf?), relatives, nor husband of 21-years which Liana has also fostered the public opinion of him as a mythomaniac (pathological liar).

On that alone, I can rebut, refute, and disagree just fine. My rhetoric and my behavior, I have experienced and believe, stands the test of time even if it’s unwelcome or looked upon unfavorably at any moment.

However, Liana, after I published the “very ugly fight” (her words) she mentioned in the Cancellation Video, her radio show, and her YouTube content, and still does, Liana moved the goalposts.

I only published that transcript after publishing, publicly, on my now permanently suspended BlueSky account (the likes of which is viewable under /micro/ and improving over time), many various points of contention (I’m being generous).

The fact I did not “refuse to comply” with anything, for starters.

The fact that my “Do you want a reward?” (which Liana misquoted the first time) was not an isolated display of zero empathy, but a mirroring of treatment by Liana earlier.

The fact that she couldn’t get a word in edgewise, despite it being completely text-based and she could type anything at anytime (and did, in great volume).

The fact that she didn’t make much sense, really, insisting I could behave towards aims “structurally” without having any intention of doing so (but, you’ll notice, she never does, somehow).

The fact Liana was passive-aggressive as fuck, a cardinal sin on my part, and I was fed up and got sarcastic.

The fact that Liana decided for me what the whole thing was about: “having to be told I’m a good person,” which, is so out in left field for me, and irrelevant, that it’s tragic…

The fact that Liana brought up the complexity she complained about in the first place and never acknowledged it, getting very ugly in response to the clear evidence.

The fact that she both insulted the memory of my dead-by-suicide father as a clear jab at my intelligence, and then attempted to use my dead father as a way to encourage compliance.

I said all of these things repeatedly.

But, none of it was getting traction, it seemed, because Liana said so. It was all “lies.”

So I put the words out there, and now, having read it again, according to her, she “stands by it” and that “everything was true” and even pats herself on the back for a phrase she didn’t say: running over someone and admiring the tire tracks. What she actually said was that I was stomping all over people’s boundaries and admiring the tread marks, which, is not something you’d put in a Taylor Swift song, is it?

And why? Well, according to Liana Kerzner, to make her “trauma response” “look bad.” And if not that, then, to hurt her, to ruin her reputation, to go after her “job” that she invented for herself. She employs herself, essentially, as she could put on a podcast herself if she so desired. She produces at least three YouTube videos a week, each 40 min long about, so yeah, she could. No one’s firing her any time soon.

But, at least, now people can see it, because they would not take my word after a self-appointed female peer counseling mental health advocate with a platform said, “Ew, gross entitled White man who can’t take no,” despite it being me who said “No.” Despite the fact that I rejected her.

And so, the goal area expanded as the posts were moved.

Oh, now, according to Liana, saying things like how I saw her as an “an endless well of bullshit eating,” and encouraging listeners to imagine how horrible it was to deal with me as her project partner’s spouse every freakin’ week, complete with confrontations and call outs meant to rein in my bizarro behavior that was “freaking out the normies,” all while I spewed nonsensical loop de loop bullshit and she, being ‘too good of a person,’ just kept desperately “trying to understand” my obvious, raging illness.

And in doing so, implying that I had consented to any of that which didn’t happen by virtue of arguments I didn’t make against it. I didn’t consent to this though, and had no idea I was under her monitor or expected to comply with her social life. If I had, none of this would’ve happened, because we wouldn’t have been friends.

Strange that.

This was only after the idea that the transcript was rearranged, edited, or otherwise fucked with didn’t seem to stick, because, of course, it wasn’t.

If the words that were now there couldn’t be properly refuted, well, then the falsehood and insinuation has to lie elsewhere doesn’t it?

Liana Kerzner herself has “wished” that, one of these days, somebody would just put the entire, full, whole thing up so everyone could see the entire, full, whole context.

I have learned in life, in dramatic fashion, naturally, that you should be very careful what they wish for, because you just might get it all.

Liana’s getting her entire wish, from beginning to end, starting now.

There was a delay, as this was supposed to fully commence last month (the sixteen month mark). The reason for this delay has been resolved, and now there’s nothing in the way.

Nothing.

No relevant laws, or relevant lawyers, and definitely not Liana’s will (the former being an extension of the latter).

On that note, if you feel that your rights have been violated, which is not my aim, then I encourage you to secure your rights, just not with me.

Sending me letters, even “lawyer’s letters,” threats, pleas, apologies… that ain’t gonna get what you want. I do not care because I have rights too, rights which I’ve been intimidated to relinquish for no reason, and I intend to exercise those rights. I live in the United States, for reference, and more importantly, I don’t give a fuck what country you live in or what laws you go by.

Don’t waste your time, and just file like an adult.

I’m thoroughly uninterested in hearing it and I will consider it harassment. Do not contact me about that, as I will pursue the opposite of what you want.

The facts of the matter are, to get to the fucking point finally, that the way Liana has proactively described the relationship, for no other reason than to maintain the lie that she’s not responsible for the cancellation, is a complete fiction, a deliberate rewrite of history.

It’s possible that Liana *felt* some of these emotions, that she *judged* some of my behavior this way, that she *perceived* things through a particular lens, but that only goes so far.

The assertion that events occurred that didn’t, that I cannot find on the record, goes beyond those. The assertion I behaved aggressively, abusively, and nonsensically on an objective level is beyond those. Liana Kerzner has never made an effort to distinguish between the two, advancing that her interpretation of my behavior is my objective behavior, when it isn’t.

And so, now there will be almost every word in connection to this relationship online (outside of real-life conversations that weren’t recorded), so others can finally point out, to me, and, more importantly, to everyone else, the completely unaware, impulsive, dangerous abusive behavior of an abusive person who is possibly unable to respect boundaries, and when, exactly, they occurred.

Or… simply decide that they’re not there.

Liana Kerzner is wrong. She knows she’s wrong. She’s lying to you. And possibly lying about you even now. Your entire history with her will be rewritten the second she no longer likes you, or worse, has a use for you.

Liana has lied to you for sixteen months, and, I am led to believe, by Liana Kerzner the mental health advocate, that is of huge moral significance. However, this time, it’s not about a production decision, who was behind something, or who said what about a poster.

This time it’s about an entire person’s standing in society.

And, in the larger picture, every other person’s standing who’s decided they can’t say anything, especially after taking Kerzner’s fucked up mental health advice to heart.

What Liana Kerzner doesn’t tell you, will hurt you.