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Would you like an Asher long-form blog post in micro-blog format like my former big fan Giancarlo Vanzzini (Hugo)? Probably not. Who does? They’re ridiculously long now and I hate it. I really do. asherwolfstein.com is going up any day now. This is so fucking stupid and long and ridiculous.

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Would you like an Asher long-form blog post in micro-blog format like my former big fan Giancarlo Vanzzini (Hugo)?

Probably not. Who does? They're ridiculously long now and I hate it. I really do. asherwolfstein.com is going up any day now. This is so fucking stupid and long and ridiculous.

2025-03-27 23:55:51.807 / 3llfistqza72x

I want to stop posting it like this, it's awful.

That means I agree with everyone on that. I actually do.

This isn't some special way for me to do things, it's just the way I have now. I hate posting this shit on other platforms like WordPress.com or Tumblr, so here we are.

2025-03-27 23:55:51.808 / 3llfistrdxx2x

asherwolfstein.com is going up very very soon, I'm working on it. I want it to be nice and good and proper and something I can be proud of. Is that too much to ask?

As a cisgender white male, I'm led by others more enlightened than I, that yes, yes it is.

2025-03-27 23:55:51.809 / 3llfistrdxy2x

In the great wisdom of @redlianak.bsky.social, "I don't deserve to be entirely comfortable."

She was essentially saying, in my sole interpretation, I don't "get to" enjoy my boundaries being respected because …

2025-03-27 23:55:51.810 / 3llfistrfwi2x

I expressed extreme discomfort finally, which I hated doing, which I had learned was code for boundaries.

She later put it, with her signature empathy and understanding, that I had to "earn" my boundaries being respected by respecting other's demanding boundaries on my behavior.

2025-03-27 23:55:51.811 / 3llfistx4ka2x

Let's start with this:

2025-03-27 23:55:51.812 / 3llfistxbgi2x

Vivid Corporation has graced us with a highly biased and selective (including not naming names out of, I'm sure, a kindness) press release "addressing an interaction [she] had last night with someone," being me, "who has …

2025-03-27 23:55:51.813 / 3llfisuub5y2x

many LIKELY legit grievances [with her] exes, [because] to her understanding," (emphasis mine) which I'm assuming is checking the Kiwi Farms thread about her, "there's some chit-chat about it, so [she wants] to clear a couple things up," which she didn't.

2025-03-27 23:55:51.814 / 3llfisuub5z2x

Her and her girlfriend are engaging in the worst kind of anticompetitive speech, unfairly reducing my have-sympathy-for-my-life-defining-horrific-abuse market share, so I'm going to have to report them to the Victimhood Exchange Commission for violations of the Antitrust Act.

2025-03-27 23:55:51.815 / 3llfisuub622x

That is, they're trying to get people to trust them, and well, that bill says they shouldn't, not unfairly anyway. And it is very very very unfair (according to @vividfaegarden.com) to erase any context, which they are gracefully doing for everyone's safety (and to reduce my impending harassment).

2025-03-27 23:55:51.816 / 3llfisuuc5c2x

Since @vividfaegarden.com has "removed the responses [because she doesn't] wish to continue facilitating an unhealthy pattern of engagement," note the "facilitating" which she only posted because she wanted to assert that she "currently [doesn't], or at least [makes] active attempts not to," …

2025-03-27 23:55:51.817 / 3llfisv26mk2x

otherwise "it erases the context of [her] in the present & reduces [her] to the behavior [she] engaged in while [she] was being manipulated."

I've decided to put all the context right back into the situation she's leaving out, since it's so important.

2025-03-27 23:55:51.818 / 3llfisvaeuc2x

She writes that she "expressed this, only to be intercepted by this person's husband," who, I'll note, neither she nor her alter @spicycerise.bsky.social acted like they even knew who he was or that he was Latino, "who talked down to [her because] …

2025-03-27 23:55:51.819 / 3llfisvaftk2x

'[she doesn't] know the harm he's been through [because] of [Poppy].'" And, of course, that's when me and my husband became "dangerous" because @vividfaegarden.com, "just actually got triggered & went into full traumatized snapping turtle mode," which makes it all excusable I guess? …

2025-03-27 23:55:51.820 / 3llfisvgoz22x

I'm sure she'll disagree with the same heavy-handed performance of measured nuance she always adopts in these "addresses" reaffirming that, "deprogramming doesn't happen linearly & all [she] could see was an event [she] was no longer in.]"

2025-03-27 23:55:51.821 / 3llfisvm3uc2x

Context *is* extremely important, I agree, no arguments there, so "erasing it" is atrocious, but it's what platforms like BlueSky let you do with the click of a button. Let me translate the leftist condescending self-important dramatic emoting into plain English for you, much like …

2025-03-27 23:55:51.822 / 3llfisvm3ud2x

…how @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social feels the need to explain (to who?) my mad cow disease ramblings, like a scientific specimen, that must be herded to safety (to where?) by knowledgeable diagnosticians, such as herself.

2025-03-27 23:55:51.823 / 3llfisvm4tl2x

@vividfaegarden.com (paraphrased and liberally interpreted by me): Blocking him didn't destroy the conversation enough, so I'm covering my tracks and hiding the racist and sexist highly dismissive ugliness that I currently don't engage in by any conscious measure. …

2025-03-27 23:55:51.824 / 3llfisvrxed2x

It was all a snapping turtle trauma response [ED: I'm getting so tired of these words. You know, I have them too. Shocker, I know, you had no idea!] brought on by these "utter dickhead harassers."

2025-03-27 23:55:51.825 / 3llfisvxzp32x

I was manipulated into acting like an arrogant asshole and well, that's hard to deprogram from, it doesn't happen all at once, I'm working on it okay? Oh, by the way, I fucked up on my own opsec in my totally not conscious repulsive rage and I *refuse* to talk about it.

2025-03-27 23:55:51.826 / 3llfisvxzp42x

Please don't speculate on it, since I'm definitely the main character here, k thx. Almost forgot, I need to protect this poor sad unfortunate soul (that I know everything about) because I really need people to not talk about, well, the hideous as fuck racist sexist ass shit I said. …

2025-03-27 23:55:51.827 / 3llfisvxzp52x

It might make me look bad and like a huge hypocrite. That would erase the very important and factual context of my current situation where I'm a much better person which is the only thing that matters. …

2025-03-27 23:55:51.828 / 3llfisvxzp62x

My personality dysphoria will flare up and it'll be *your* fault. The struggle is real mmmkay, you know what I mean fam? *sucks on iced coffee straw* love you guys, but I'm reexamining my relationship with my audience, sorry to disappoint.

2025-03-27 23:55:51.829 / 3llfisvy2og2x

Me again:

Dressing shit up in these stupid shades of gray nuances and using terms like "erasing context" is peak … Poppy ( @ladydiabolique.bsky.social ). It's convenient, and she is to be afforded everything that is not to be afforded to me unless it makes her and her girlfriend look magnanimous.

2025-03-27 23:55:51.830 / 3llfisvy2oh2x

I'm here to add all that ooey-gooey wonderful "erased context" right back into "the situation" and "her engagement," as a budding "content creator" so you can "consume" an accurate "piece of media."

2025-03-27 23:55:51.831 / 3llfiswaha72x

So bone apple tea, here's the whole fucking thing, no context missing (although you may have to piece it together a bit):

2025-03-27 23:55:51.832 / 3llfiswai7h2x

Here's @vividfaegarden.com's new amazing sparkling self that I apparently erased by 'causing the worst in her to come out (like a registered sex offender local furry once complained about me)

2025-03-27 23:55:51.833 / 3llfiswbejp2x
7 Mista Krabs @mistakrabs.bsky.social • 4d Can I just say, having followed you for awhile on Twitter before the big migration here, I love seeing how good you've been looking lately. I feel like you can see how much happier you are now all over your face. Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae @vividfa... •4d Who woulda thought that getting into a healthier non toxic relationship, therapy, & becoming successful in my personal life would bring the light & glow back to my eyes ••• O 2 ... 2

Here's my original thread that I have no need to gracefully remove for *anyone*:

2025-03-27 23:55:51.834 / 3llfisxl5gx2x

Here's the offending post that I have no need to gracefully remove for *anyone*:

2025-03-27 23:55:51.835 / 3llfisxl6g72x

And this is how it went, an inconvenient context that was gracefully erased for the betterment of… everyone?… I guess:

(ED: I'm never included in everyone, or society in general, but boy do people get mad and shake their heads when I say I don't live in a society. SMH)

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Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 19h (Indeed a small campaign by one person, Giancarlo Vanzzini giancarlovanzzini.com, has been attempted against me, but no one cared enough to join. Asher Wolfstein (@asher.wolfste.in) I actually have *another* stalker type person as well. This one's from *Mrs. Kerzner's community* actually. His name is Giancarlo Vanzzini. His Linkedin ... @ giancarlovanzzini.com Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 19h I haven't met any threshold for harassment in any objective terms. I simply state my opinion about my life and my interactions with others on my timeline, which is a perfectly normal behavior and expectation on a speech platform built just for this. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 19h I do it in the same manner really as @ladydiabolique.bsky.social, @vividfaegarden.com,@zenaandpoppy.bsky.social, @galaxybunny.bsky.social, @wyles.bsky.social (who has unblocked me?), and company, only I make different choices. Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae@vividfaegarden.com • 14h Idk if you noticed, but I'm also on that list (apparently I'm "both sides- ing my own suicide attempt lol). So I wouldn't use their standards as a justification, given that their standards are entirely dependent on if you agree with them. Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae@vividfaegarden.com • 14h I also take a very different approach to my online presence than Poppy does. I used to do the BPD social chameleon thing where I took on a lot of her mannerisms & behaviors as a way to keep the relationship intact, but since breaking away l've mostly shed that. Saige |youtube.com/@VividFae@vividfaegarden.com • 14h 1
Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae@vividfaegarden.com 9h Idk if you noticed, but I'm also on that list (apparently I'm "both sides- ing my own suicide attempt lol). So I wouldn't use their standards as a justification, given that their standards are entirely dependent on if you agree with them. 1 Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae@vividfaegarden.com 9h I also take a very different approach to my online presence than Poppy does. I used to do the BPD social chameleon thing where I took on a lot of her mannerisms & behaviors as a way to keep the relationship intact, but since breaking away I've mostly shed that. Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae@vividfaegarden.com • 9h I make vague posts still, sure. But like *actual* ones. Not just posting an entire situation with nothing left to the imagination & just refusing to name the person. I've defended myself from shit targeting me. & I spoke out about the real abuse & manipulation I suffered. Poppy doesn't do that. Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae@vividfaegarden.com 9h Poppy's approach is to sexually harass people who agree with her, verbally abuse & harass those that don't (while implicitly encouraging her friends to do it too), & constantly post every thought she has without any regard for anyone else. Saige youtube.com/@VividFae@vividfaegarden.com • 9h I say all of this to say that I don't care if you want to defend yourself but please don't lump me in with them & trying to appeal to the idea that you're just meeting their standards of engagement is not gonna convince those around them & doesn't paint you well to those of us that aren't. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 4h I did notice that you were on that list and how ridiculous that is as well. There was to be another@,@redlianak.bsky.social but that somehow got edited out without me noticing. The major appeal I'm making is the one I posted in this thread already as quoted below. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 14h I haven't met any threshold for harassment in any objective term…
Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 4h I did notice that you were on that list and how ridiculous that is as well. There was to be another@, @redlianak.bsky.social but that somehow got edited out without me noticing. The major appeal I'm making is the one I posted in this thread already as quoted below. * Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 14h I haven't met any threshold for harassment in any objective terms. I simply state my opinion about my life and my interactions with others on my timeline, which is a perfectly normal behavior and expectation on a speech platform built just for this. Asher Wolfstein@asher.wolfste.in • 4h That's always been my appeal or point. I've stated it multiple times before this as well but I don't expect you to have known that. I made it more specific in terms of content this time because I have come to believe people don't take the assertion seriously since my timeline isn't like theirs. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 4h I don't focus on having an affirming "community," positive things, humor, or whatever I'm supposed to focus on. But it *is* in various form or fashion at one time or another like the timelines of the individuals l've listed, including yours. That's the only way I'm lumping you in with anyone else. Asher Wolfstein@asher.wolfste.in • 4h I've continued to state the fact that not only do I use these platforms like anyone else might, but I have the right to do so like anyone else, in response to accusations, insinuations, and responses from @redlianak.bsky.social and @ladydiabolique.bsky.social suggesting otherwise. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 4h To them, any of our defenses, if I may, are inappropriate, unhinged, cross moral boundaries, harassment, stalking, lying, centers them as a plea for their attention or an adopted faux opposition only because of their rejection, ... Asher Wolfstein@asher.wolfste.in • 4h and could even require legal sanctions such as restraining orders, all because they aren't the ones do…
Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 4h and could even require legal sanctions such as restraining orders, all because they aren't the ones doing it, as in, they aren't defending us as an appeal to their own magnanimity. That makes it inconvenient and dangerous so it must be discredited. In doing so they propose that what I post ... Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 4h is immoral, inappropriate, harassment, a product of lunacy, an unacceptable lack of impulse control, and shouldn't be allowed. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 4h Yet, when Willy, for example, decides fascists should be tortured to death due to them regarding others as subhuman, and then immediately claims others he's annoyed with are subhuman and should die, there seems scant a criticism that l've seen. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 4h No blocks, no lists... instead legitimate disagreement as if what they have to say is valuable, compared to my original abhorrent behavior. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 4h You'd also be remiss to not notice I wrote that I make different choices. I'm not appealing to anyone to gain their approval, and definitely not because I'm allowing myself to meet their standards or that I'm justified because I'm acting like them. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 4h I'm not acting like them, I'm acting like me. I meet my standards, which are much higher than theirs. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 4h You make choices too, such as associating yourself with that group in the past and so on, so here we are. I'm glad you're distancing yourself, but you're still defending and justifying yourself against what you read into versus what l've said. • Audrey @ @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social • 1h I think what you're missing is that, regardless of what they *say* that list is, it's not actually *about* harrassment or has any connection to your actual actions or positions. It's Zenas personal "bad people" list. That's all it's ever been. It's for people in the Foundation,…

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Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 9h Yet, when Willy, for example, decides fascists should be tortured to death due to them regarding others as subhuman, and then immediately claims others he's annoyed with are subhuman and should die, there seems scant a criticism that l've seen. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in •gh No blocks, no lists... instead legitimate disagreement as if what they have to say is valuable, compared to my original abhorrent behavior. 1 Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 9h You'd also be remiss to not notice I wrote that I make different choices. I'm not appealing to anyone to gain their approval, and definitely not because I'm allowing myself to meet their standards or that I'm justified because I'm acting like them. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 9h I'm not acting like them, I'm acting like me. I meet my standards, which are much higher than theirs. Asher Wolfstein@asher.wolfste.in •gh You make choices too, such as associating yourself with that group in the past and so on, so here we are. I'm glad you're distancing yourself, but you're still defending and justifying yourself against what you read into versus what l've said. • Audrey ° @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social • 6h I think what you're missing is that, regardless of what they *say* that list is, it's not actually *about* harrassment or has any connection to your actual actions or positions. It's Zenas personal "bad people" list. That's all it's ever been. It's for people in the Foundation, or friendly to them + • Audrey % @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social • 6h To cut off anyone with an opposing view point or the ability to, without their control over information, expose their abuse and lies. There's nothing an appeal to sensibilities will do. They don't like you, or you threaten their control, you go on the list. Everything else is justification and cope Maus Merryjest Starchild @merrystarchild.bsky.social • 4h He's not appealing to their sensibilities. He's exposing the hypocrisy th…
Maus Merryjest Starchild @merrystarchild.bsky.social • 4h He's not appealing to their sensibilities. He's exposing the hypocrisy that what he does, and what Saige does in defending themselves, is exactly what Poppy and Kerzner *claim* to support ("Discourse") - except that when it's criticism, it's abhorrent. 1/2 1 Maus Merryjest Starchild@merrystarchild.bsky.social • 4h It's not about convincing the involved parties, It's about establishing the story and leaving public record for those on the outside, which is a lot more important than a lot of people believe. Some people do notice what someone refuses to address or what they talk circles around. 2/2 Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae @vividfaegarden.com + Follow I understand that but the best people to do that are Poppy's actual victims, & also it's possible to do that without the implication that the way I engage online is similar to Poppy. March 25, 2025 at 7:46 PM 1 like Write your reply Maus Merryjest Starchild@merrystarchild.bsky.social • 32m That wasn't the implication at work. You're also making the assumption that we've never been targeted by Poppy, which isn't accurate. Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae@vividfaegarden.com • 29m Your twitter beefs with her are not in any way comparable to the years of emotional abuse and manipulation that I, her other ex partners, & her closest circle of friends have suffered, actually. Maus Merryjest Starchild@merrystarchild.bsky.social • 28m Please do not presume to know what was done to us and to what extent.
Maus Merryjest Starchild @merrystarchild.bsky.social That wasn't the implication at work. You're also making the assumption that we've never been targeted by Poppy, which isn't accurate. March 25, 2025 at 7:52 PM Write your reply Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae@vividfaegarden.com • 29m Your twitter beefs with her are not in any way comparable to the years of emotional abuse and manipulation that I, her other ex partners, & her closest circle of friends have suffered, actually. Maus Merryjest Starchild @merrystarchild.bsky.social • 28m Please do not presume to know what was done to us and to what extent. Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae@vividfaegarden.com • 19m I don't care how much she meangirled about you, it's absolutely not the same as what l or the others went through. Did she cheat on you repeatedly for 2yrs then gaslight you into believing it's normal? Did she physically assault you for trying to comfort her? Stop trying to make yourself the MC. Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae@vividfaegarden.com • 19m I get Poppy's engaged online in a lot of fucked up ways towards people but l am not going to be talked down to like l'm speaking over victims when that is literally what you are doing right now. Sorry, but her mean posts about you will never compare to the damage she did to me & her other exes. 0 1 01 01
Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 1h I find this thread to be quite indirect, and thus a touch confusing. I've done my best to address what seems to be the... complaint, I think? I think I'm missing something. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 1h Specifically, I don't understand why you are explaining to me how Zena's list is constructed or how it operates. Secondly, in what context would my appeal to sensibilities do nothing? What are they supposed to be doing? = Audrey •- @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social • . . ... + Follow Yes, I would agree that it's confusing, because Saige and I have no idea what you are attempting to accomplish. Why did you include her in a grouping of the people who abused and are currently harrassing her? Your point is muddied by *your* seemingly manic actions. March 25, 2025 at 7:53 PM ••

I apologize, this is where it starts to fall apart a bit because so much was happening in quick succession, but, now all the dismissive arrogant ugly sexist, racist, and oh so progressive mean-kindness and guilt-tripping come out.

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Maus Merryjest Starchild @merrystarchild.bsky.social • 33m That wasn't the implication at work. You're also making the assumption that we've never been targeted by Poppy, which isn't accurate. Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae@vividfaegarden.com • 30m Your twitter beefs with her are not in any way comparable to the years of emotional abuse and manipulation that I, her other ex partners, & her closest circle of friends have suffered, actually. Maus Merryjest Starchild@merrystarchild.bsky.social • 29m Please do not presume to know what was done to us and to what extent. Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae @vividfaegarden.com • 20m I don't care how much she meangirled about you, it's absolutely not the same as what I or the others went through. Did she cheat on you repeatedly for 2yrs then gaslight you into believing it's normal? Did she physically assault you for trying to comfort her? Stop trying to make yourself the MC. 1 Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae@vividfaegarden.com • 20m I get Poppy's engaged online in a lot of fucked up ways towards people but l am not going to be talked down to like I'm speaking over victims when that is literally what you are doing right now. Sorry, but her mean posts about you will never compare to the damage she did to me & her other exes. Maus Merryjest Starchild @merrystarchild.bsky.social 01 0 1 You are gatekeeping victimhood, Saige, and I never said this was a comparison. Victimhood is victimhood. Comparisons are unhealthy and dismissive. You're also presuming to know everything Poppy has done. Again, respectfully, you don't. March 25, 2025 at 8:25 PM
= Audrey ° @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social • 57m * Reply to a blocked post Your husband shouldn't take his mental health struggles out on my partner who was *asking to not be assigned association with her abusers and nothing else* So honestly, fuck you 2 • Audrey $: * Reply to a blocked post The original poster is someone with a grudge and very little actual claim to the broader situation. Do you know who it is that *you* are replying to? 1 • • • 2 @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social • 1h • ••
Audrey @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social • 1h Your husband shouldn't take his mental health struggles out on my partner who was *asking to not be assigned association with her abusers and nothing else* So honestly, fuck you Cerise @spicycerise.bsky.social .. • 2 | Vivid System + Follow Don't worry, l've chosen to silence them by ensuring Saige doesn't have to continue listening to them set abuse victims back 15 years March 25, 2025 at 9:04 PM
Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae@vividfaegarden.com • 58m "victimhood is victimhood" is the type of shit white men say when a feminist says something mean about men in a joke about patriarchy. Maus Merryjest Starchild @merrystarchild.bsky.social • 53m • Reply to a blocked post I'm a latino mixed race gay immigrant- but please, continue. Cerise • Reply to a blocked post Then you should know better tbh • 1 | Vivid System @spicycerise.bsky.social - 1h • 1

I have *never* responded to this, will *never* respond to this, but people keep bothering to try in an effort to make me look bad somehow like I give a fuck.

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Cerise * | Vivid System @spicycerise.bsky.social - 1h • Reply to Maus Merryjest Starchild You came into a conversation that wasn't about you to talk over the person that has suffered arguably some of the most direct harm from Poppy in this entire situation over a person that is at most a side character in all of this and are now making vague claims to victimhood in order to justify it Cerise # | Vivid System @spicycerise.bsky.social - 1h • Reply to Cerise # | Vivid System More importantly • 1| I don't even know who you are • 1| Cerise # | Vivid System@spicycerise.bsky.social • 1h This kind of shit literally gives her ammunition to dismiss everyone else's stories. We know quite a lot more than you think we do, so until you give me a reason to give a shit about your opinion of the situation, sit down. • 1|
Wanderer O • Reply to Maus Merryjest Starchild Your husband shouldn't take his mental health struggles out on my partner who was *asking to not be assigned association with her abusers and nothing else* So honestly, fuck you 2 Cerise Don't worry, l've chosen to silence them by ensuring Saige doesn't have to continue listening to them set abuse victims back 15 years Cerise • Reply to a blocked post *Asher tagged Saige in his post* you dispshit. He literally dragged her into this, you do not get to then say "if you don't like it no one asked you, when he literally compelled her to see his thread @hellscapewanderer.bs... • 1d .. 2 | Vivid System@spicycerise.bs... • 1d ... 1 | Vivid System @spicycerise.bs... • 1d
Cerise 88 • Reply to a blocked post Then you should know better toh Cerise & | Vivid System @spicycerise.bs... • 1d * Reply to Maus Merryjest Starchild You came into a conversation that wasn't about you to talk over the person that has suffered arguably some of the most direct harm from Poppy in this entire situation over a person that is at most a side character in all of this and are now making vague claims to victimhood in order to justify it Cerise Put up or shut up Nea "Dracula" Ching @thegaychingy.bsky.social Cerise Ah well the thing about us is that we are like a fox in that a cornered fox is more danger than a jackal | Vivid System @spicycerise.bs... • 1d 000 ••• ..• toronto girl ir 01 01 • I Vivid System @spicycerise.os... • 1d Similar accounts aka Chingy. Writer, Critic, Filmmaker, Leatherdyke Muppet, Bloody Lovergirl. ratc @fer Vivid System @spicycerise.b... • 12d 3

Oh, whew, glad you explained that one @spicycerise.bsky.social, I wouldn't have known otherwise how *dangerous* you are. Really glad to know that you're *dangerous.* Maybe somebody should look into all that *dangerousness,* and protect everyone else from it, but I know they won''t.

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That only applies to cisgender queer af white males like me, the likes of which @ladydiabolique.bsky.social tears up over when other people date them over her (according to @vividfaegarden.com, 'cause that's normal) because …

2025-03-27 23:55:51.841 / 3llfitbvrjh2x
What's more, dating a cis man? "I can't believe you would do this, let alone for a cis man," Poppy said to me, tears welling as she said it. I had never seen her so angry, & her voice rose the more she spoke. This was problem number two.

we're just absolute total dogshit nobodies, the detritus of a more enlightened progressive society.

Switch cis with any other minority for a better effect. Oh, wait, you don't have to.

2025-03-27 23:55:51.842 / 3llfitcrvvx2x

Cerise, @spicycerise.bsky.social, by the way, is an alter of the Vivid Corporation that protects @vividfaegarden.com's sexism with racism and also seems to *have no idea who my husband even is or what race he is* despite "knowing quite a lot more" than we could ever guess.

2025-03-27 23:55:51.843 / 3llfitcrvvy2x

From who?

No, seriously. From who? Where are all you guys getting this profoundly detailed knowledge from?

2025-03-27 23:55:51.844 / 3llfitcyuky2x

From what you all write, it's clear to me, in my opinion, that you're getting it from three sources: @ladydiabolique.bsky.social or @zenaandpoppy.bsky.social , @redlianak.bsky.social , and/or Kiwi Farms (the chit chat @vividfaegarden.com is referencing in her anticompetitive press release). …

2025-03-27 23:55:51.845 / 3llfitcyvka2x

What are you going to do next, whip out the untrue allegations made against me about things I definitely, for sure, absolutely, no-doubt, word-for-word admitted to as posted by my stalker / abuser on your abusive ex's Kiwi Farms thread by …

(this is sarcasm, I did not admit to anything they claim)

2025-03-27 23:55:51.846 / 3llfitdbykq2x

none other than Kiwi Farmer Giancarlo Vanzzini @hugonotderrick.bsky.social in a bid to be important to transphobic assholes (whom he joins)? Is that your deep trap-card intimate knowledge of my fucking life? That?

2025-03-27 23:55:51.847 / 3llfitdbykr2x

Did Mrs. Kerzner ( @redlianak.bsky.social ) misrepresent, I mean, overshare incredibly sensitive information I may or may not have given her as a really close friend to you to demonize and most importantly dehumanize me like she did with Mitchell Jura, …

2025-03-27 23:55:51.848 / 3llfitdgcaz2x

her disabled socially-struggling autistic client that has to live with his parents because he can't take care of himself with "zero moral qualms"?

Is that it? What "friends" I've suffered!

Is that your source? Please tell me, I'd *really* like to know, as a victim of her lies and abuse.

2025-03-27 23:55:51.849 / 3llfitdmhjj2x

Wouldn't that mean you'd be "working with Kiwi Farms" much like how @redlianak.bsky.social defended Giancarlo Vanzzini ( @hugonotderrick.bsky.social ) against my horrible doxxing (which consisted of public social media profile links, not addresses, not phone numbers, not relatives) …

2025-03-27 23:55:51.850 / 3llfitdmhjk2x

because even abusers have an absolute undeniable moral right to total anonymity while they harass me with false allegations in an attempt to mobilize a horde of trolls as a personal army?

Like Milena?

2025-03-27 23:55:51.851 / 3llfitdrpik2x

Despite the fact she very likely *used* my much more detailed doxxing information to oust him from her community, which he *came from,* and even encouraged me to post everything I know about him saying I was "really good" at it?

2025-03-27 23:55:51.852 / 3llfitdrqhs2x

Are these your sources of this deep, intense, comprehensive, highly analytical knowledge of my situation that enables you to *not even realize who you're talking to and telling my husband that he's inserting himself into something that doesn't involve him whatsoever*?

2025-03-27 23:55:51.853 / 3llfitdrqht2x

And then suggesting that he's supposed to, I don't know, wake up every day as a wise and knowledgable Latino from the third-world and invalidate every little grievance I have and undermine me because I'm *checks notes* a cisgender white male otherwise he's what, a race traitor?

2025-03-27 23:55:51.854 / 3llfitdrqhu2x

Better than what?

Empathy for what?

Questions, questions, questions that will *never* be answered.

2025-03-27 23:55:51.855 / 3llfitdrqhv2x

God, if all of this pointless (none of it "matters") bullshit sounds even *remotely* like your guys' previous responses to all of your troll-like detractors (of course it won't, it's too long, lol omg, too manic, and too meandering, lol the awareness) …

2025-03-28 00:01:15.698 / 3llfj4inf2f2x

then *that* should be a *huge* indicator you've now come full circle and *become* your detractors just *ahem* to quote Giancarlo ( @hugonotderrick.bsky.social ), "in cursive."

Here's my singular giant manic excessive "gish galloping" reply thread that covers *everything* all at once:

2025-03-28 00:01:15.699 / 3llfj4irzif2x

I don't think they read it, but they claim they did, or what I wrote earlier, and deemed my meandering pontifications hard to follow. Which part? I can explain any single point Audrey would like to expand on like a play-scientist Poképrofessor explaining a new Pokémon from a new region.

2025-03-28 00:01:15.700 / 3llfj4izbvv2x

It would help your "content platform" (I have no idea who Audrey thinks she's talking to, my husband has 3x+ more followers) as all the nostalgic geek-dudes absolutely need to know which ones to collect so they can buy a house with their investment.

2025-03-28 00:01:15.701 / 3llfj4izbvw2x

Anyways, all of *that,* all of that manic skreeding gets turned into this.

I swear, it's like reading Kiwi Farms. It's that stigmatizing, that self-righteous, that dismissive, that normative, and very very progressive moralizing that really hits the spot.

2025-03-28 00:01:15.702 / 3llfj4j2gzg2x
Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae @vividfa... • 4h I think when you reach the point of dick measuring how many times you've been in the mental hospital you might want to consider upping that number one more time voluntarily nospitanzea tumes (piease, piease dont turn this into a pissing contest too) my laymen's patient opinion and unsought advice is this: March 26, 2025 at 2:20 AM . . . 3h 1 Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in you clearly have a deep running problem and have learned and adapted some extremely maladaptive coping behaviors and defenses that your current girlfriend is only encouraging. This whole approach was batshit insane, even on my terms.... 01 Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in It was a clusterfuck of total insanity and a frightening way to assert yourself in complaint that accomplished the opposite of what you wanted. Total opposite. 1 Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in And before that gets jumped on, no, that doesn't mean I should've known and treated you differently. Why? Who's done that for me here in *my* entire situation? And who should? I respect you enough to treat you like any •... . . . 3h 3h
3h Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in you clearly have a deep running problem and have learned and adapted some extremely maladaptive coping behaviors and defenses that your current girlfriend is only encouraging. This whole approach was batshit insane, even on my terms. ... Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in It was a clusterfuck of total insanity and a frightening way to assert yourself in complaint that accomplished the opposite of what you wanted. Total opposite. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in And before that gets jumped on, no, that doesn't mean I should've known and treated you differently. Why? Who's done that for me here in *my* entire situation? And who should? I respect you enough to treat you like any other sane person who'd say something like this. I know it's hard. 1 Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in But that *is* respect. That is a kindnes x" 3h . . . 3h 3h ALT 1 Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae @vividfa... • 4h Don't forget to take your abilify bbs

And this:

2025-03-28 00:01:15.703 / 3llfj4kz2wg2x
hellscapewanderer.bsky.social • Wa...21 hours ago Utter dickhead harassers 2 For dickheads who attack and harrass an abuse survivor when she asks to be left out of their petty beef. Also, a block list is not harrassment sweaty. Go away.

What *puts on glasses, holding my hand up to my chin* "seems to be her chief complaint" is that I *dismissed* @vividfaegarden.com which is… priceless coming from Queen Passive-Aggressive Underhanded Mental-Health-Stigmatizing Normative-Appealing Dismissal herself.

2025-03-28 00:01:15.704 / 3llfj4lvg5o2x
= Wanderer @hellscapewanderer.bs... • 9h Got into a classic twitter style fight with a random nobody with beef against Vivid's ex last night. She asked not to be lumped in with her abusers and their friends and included in his tirade against them, the core of which seemed to me to be a complaint about how they utilize and label block lists • Wanderer - @hellscapewanderer.bs... • 9h That's it. She just asked to be left out. She was civil (at first) and understanding of his position, but just wanted to be left alone. *He* tagged her and dragged her into *his* thread against her will. She did not go seeking him out. Wanderer -O Honestly I had a hard time following his point as he meandered and pontificated. Nearest I can gather is he's frustrated that he's being treated like a nobody and ignored, and something about not being allowed to use his own platform how he wants. None of that actually matters. Wanderer @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social .. • O 3 ••• 2 ₴ 1 @hellscapewanderer.bs... • 9h 2 Follow We have since been accused of coming in
= Wanderer @hellscapewanderer.bs... • 9h Got into a classic twitter style fight with a random nobody with beef against Vivid's ex last night. She asked not to be lumped in with her abusers and their friends and included in his tirade against them, the core of which seemed to me to be a complaint about how they utilize and label block lists • Wanderer - @hellscapewanderer.bs... • 9h That's it. She just asked to be left out. She was civil (at first) and understanding of his position, but just wanted to be left alone. *He* tagged her and dragged her into *his* thread against her will. She did not go seeking him out. Wanderer -O Honestly I had a hard time following his point as he meandered and pontificated. Nearest I can gather is he's frustrated that he's being treated like a nobody and ignored, and something about not being allowed to use his own platform how he wants. None of that actually matters. Wanderer @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social .. • O 3 ••• 2 ₴ 1 @hellscapewanderer.bs... • 9h 2 Follow We have since been accused of coming in
Objectively not what happened. Have your complaints. Do your thing. Rattle your cage. Idgaf. Go hog wild. Just don't include us. Don't tag us. Don't dismiss us when we ask to be left alone. March 26, 2025 at 3:24 PM 1 repost 2 likes 1 2 - Wanderer o @hellscapewanderer.bs... • 9h Did I get petty and make a list to block just them knowing that it would trigger them? Yes. Did I accuse this guy of having a manic episode? 200+ tweets on the subject and subsequent fallout tells me absolutely that is likely what's happening. Get help. 2 1

I had responded somewhere in there (this is not necessarily chronological) these:

2025-03-28 00:01:15.705 / 3llfj4p4b662x

(same thread)

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2025-03-28 00:01:15.707 / 3llfj4p4c5h2x

Maus posted this:

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I continued to mock your patently ridiculous behavior:

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2025-03-28 00:01:15.713 / 3llfj4p4e432x

Here's @vividfaegarden.com , only funnier, more entertaining, and with actual knowledge. It'll be the "greatest piece of media" you'll ever"consume" this year in your "media diet" as you "doomscroll" across this "hellscape."

2025-03-28 00:01:15.714 / 3llfj4p4e442x

Gurl, do you even throw like Heidegger? I bet you're daddy never taught you to throw like the great Heidegger.

Moving on:

2025-03-28 00:01:15.715 / 3llfj4pc4oe2x

Which *seemed* to elicit this response (but I have *no* idea, and I can guarantee I'll be "wrong" but hey, that's what happens when you fucking vague post and act like a 14-year-old in 1997 diagnosing adults over a 56k dial-up modem):

2025-03-28 00:01:15.716 / 3llfj4pcale2x
Wanderer @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social Follow Sorry, and please excuse my Canadien, but Get Fucked, Bud March 27, 2025 at 12:54 AM & Everybody can reply 1 like

Canadians *are very famous* and *known the world over in popular culture* for their "niceness."

2025-03-28 00:01:15.717 / 3llfj4qbpg42x

You are not sorry Audrey.

For being such a fucking "nobody" that's "triggered" it seems like… oh christ, I can't even. I hate this shit, I sound like a fucking idiot.

That's all you got? A misspelling of Canadian and telling me to get fucked?

2025-03-28 00:02:34.486 / 3llfj6trshm2x

Or is this about some stupid-ass politician that doesn't matter and you're doing incredible highly-personal-political advocacy?

"None of that actually matters" though.

2025-03-28 00:02:34.487 / 3llfj6twhuu2x

You're a "nobody" Audrey.

Who are you talking to? I admit I don't have an audience.

You act like you do, which explains all your performative dismissiveness ala white lady liberal who knows what's what for the rest of us, particularly cisgender queer mentally-ill white males.

2025-03-28 00:02:34.488 / 3llfj6twiu42x

My husband subsequently posted around that time:

2025-03-28 00:02:34.489 / 3llfj6twiu52x

Lo and behold, the dick measuring retorts from ever nuanced @vividfaegarden.com have disappeared!

I want to make this clear: Me and my husband were *NEVER EVER* comparing my situation to @vividfaegarden.com 's or anyone else's.

2025-03-28 00:02:34.490 / 3llfj6twiu62x

All we *ever* stated was that @vividfaegarden.com didn't know everything about us and our situation. That pissed her off. She *must* be the smartest most nuanced person in the room goddammit!

You've met your match Saige, except I don't *need* to be anything in any room. I just am.

2025-03-28 00:02:34.491 / 3llfj6uays62x

The situations are *not* equal. They're *not even comparable.*

And neither is my dick, you know what I mean? ?

Like, who does that? Do you do this in the hospital @vividfaegarden.com ?

2025-03-28 00:03:24.155 / 3llfjad5ldw2x

Is that why you never get to sit at the popular table during meal time like me 'cause the "bad crazies" can't stand your constant pissing contests?

Most of the time, by the way, everyone *adores* me in in-patient, using words like "nice, accepting, smart, knowledgeable, empathic, kind, insightful…"

2025-03-28 00:03:24.156 / 3llfjadeb7o2x

Now the list looks like this.

You're not fucking sorry Audrey, it's obvious. You're not sorry to us or anyone else at all. You're dishonest, coddling, and enabling.

2025-03-28 00:03:24.157 / 3llfjadeizo2x
Unhinged and dangerous Moderation list by @hellscapewanderer.bsky.s... Listen, I'm sorry, but this is sad. Get help. Please. Maus Merryjest Starchild @merrystarchild.bsky.social Opera singer, artist, game-dev, poet, composer and writer. Ultima Dragon. SFW Gay cis male. Support equality Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in I like to think—a lot. I am very thorough, tenacious, have a lot of time, and I am furry. Engage at your own risk. asherwolfstein.com

You encourage the worst in Saige, which is why she's still acting like @ladydiabolique.bsky.social and desperately trying to "erase my context* in favor of hers.

Whew.

I think we're up to speed now.

2025-03-28 00:03:24.158 / 3llfjaelowo2x

So… let me recap, summarize, and deconstruct this consummately trite this-is-deep-and-profound average psycho-speak (my term for therapy-speak):

2025-03-28 00:05:42.948 / 3llfjehj7f62x

First, I'd like to point out that *I'm* not the only complaining about and getting fed up with weirdly labeled lists, so I don't understand the insinuation @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social may or may not be making (but hey, they can mind-read me, so, fair's fair I guess) about me complaining about it.

2025-03-28 00:05:42.949 / 3llfjehsrzo2x
Unnatural Selections @soundmirrors.bs... • 26m *gets a new Listification alert* Speaking of the Toxicity stemming from False Accusations of way too many Blocklists, cblovedones.bsky.social added me to their Cluster B's & Their Sympathizers" List. BlueSky moderation has a lot of explaining to do, but they won't. • • • 1
+ The One, The Only Poppy Diabolique • - ... • 6h It will never stop being funny as fuck that l'm on several block lists including ones by trans women for the crime of thinking trans men shouldn't be treated like shit. Or because I don't care who you ship characters with, they believe I'm a monster. This shit is clown shoes. • • • 3
The One, The Only Poppy Diabolique E... • 12h Again, some of these lists are absolutely arbitrary. Asuka is a perfect example. Y'all need to stop just join random lists. Skunk Mom-S @skunkwOrx... • 12h Update, it's not because of the green list now. It's because of the LB drama and people being assholes on the internet. We've moved the goalposts everyone. «n green in sninagami tyes. March 20, 2025 at 7:19 AM 1 like 1. Write your reply spacermod.bsky.social @spacermod.bsky.social - 2h you're on the blacksky's green list so i assume you posted something racist 1 / * Skunk Mom @skunkw0rxx.dev - 1h @ she/her @ Skunk The trut or it is due to an old twitter beer with someone wno wished suicide on a trans woman who ended up being human trafficated back to Saudi Arabia and later ended her life. If you don't know Dreaded Jai, then you don't understand what nappened Due to me calling ner out, she called me racist * * Skunk Mom-@skunkw0rxx.dev - 1h spacermod.bsky.social@spacermod.bsky.social. 8m okay so i checked and it has nothing to do with jai. it's you putting victims of sA on block lists calling them sexual harassers and it's you reposting LB, a known abuser. * * Skunk Mom @skunkw0rxx.dev • 1m (0 she/her - Skunk So we went from "you're on the green list" to "I put you on a list" What about all those who have abused me via lists? And reposting something from LB means what exactly? Especially since it's in reference to bad block list ethics. Please explain. 1 / % Skunk Mom @skunkw0rxx.dev • 12s o she/ner skunk Go ahead and check my clearsky for lists I'm on. You'll see so many false accusations from personal beef it's not funny. I'm green in Shinagami Eyes and I help my fellow trans community. People with personal beef have tainted community blocks lists you're not really passing the test right now. 3 01 ALT ALT • 0. 1
Willy/Wyles @wyles.bsky.social + Follow Asukafield's list is NOT Accurate. She also harassed my friend @ladydiabolique.bsky.social, another trans woman after she was sexually assaulted by her ex gf. Asuka is not a good person. January 23, 2025 at 8:09 PM

And yeah, notice how almost all of those are from "them"?

It's almost like I knew what the fuck I was talking about when I was making the *actual* point of my thread, not the one you decided to invent out of thin air by reading into what I said so you could be a victim of it.

2025-03-28 00:05:42.950 / 3llfjelohzw2x
Willy/Wyles @wyles.bsky.social • 2mo * Reply to Willy/Wyles That list is full of accusations of me being a neo-lib, a nazi, a transphobe, a pedo, & similar terrible shit. But I'm so used to it that it doesn't really bother me. The internet is full of weird incels who hurl bullshit accusations. This one genuinely offends me. • 2
Willy/Wyles @wyles.bsky.social • 2mo So l'm of course on a bunch of blocklists accusing me of BS, but one of them genuinely upsets me. WTF do you mean "And their victims"? Are you shaming victims? Why the fuck would these be in the same list? Why would you even LIST people you suspect are pedophilia victims? This is disgusting. Member of 39 lists: 27h 27h 2d skunkw0rxx.dev Doesn't pass my vibe check You have toxic vibes and you are not invited to my party. skunkw0rxx.dev Rotten Souls Nazis, exclusionists, truscum, transmed, transphobes, transmisogynists, and enbyphobic people. Yes, one list for all the most egregious violators. kozakienjoyer.bsky.social Salmon pedophiles and their victims 2 Hi Skunk Mom.& ... 02
Willy/Wyles @wyles.bsky.social • 1mo * Reply to Chainmailed Heart A lot of people on this site are weirdos who will call anyone right wing for not sharing every single opinion with them. I got put on a transphobe list and I literally am militantly pro trans. Quite frankly I wish all transphobes would jump off a bridge. Willy/Wyles @wyles.bsky.social • 2mo Asukafield is not a reliable source on transphobia and no one should trust her list. Period. Transphobia is serious and not something to stretch to as many people as possible to feel good about yourself. Willy/Wyles @wyles.bsky.social • 4mo * Reply to Willy/Wyles Like | 100% understand a lolicon blocklist (I find that stuff gross personally and would rather not that stuff) but you think that'd be a separate list from people who are defending or posting full blown CSA. Willy/Wyles @wyles.bsky.social •7d • Reply to The One, The Only Poppy Diabolique =- Clients & Minors DNI Asukafield is a piece of shit and a coward who couldn't even bother to tell me why she put me on her transmisogyny list (probably just for being your friend), and every fan of hers l've seen is a horrible person cosplaying as an uwu smol bean ••. 1 • • • • • 2 12 1 • •• 0 2

So… the main thrust of my thread, which you ignored because it didn't fit your build-an-abuser framework:

2025-03-28 00:05:42.951 / 3llfjeo44fw2x
Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 2d I haven't met any threshold for harassment in any objective terms. I simply state my opinion about my life and my interactions with others on my timeline, which is a perfectly normal behavior and expectation on a speech platform built just for this. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 2d I do it in the same manner really as @ladydiabolique.bsky.social, @vividfaegarden.com,@zenaandpoppy.bsky.social, @galaxybunny.bsky.social,@wyles.bsky.social (who has unblocked me?), and company, only I make different choices. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 2d I put my online drama on full display with a parade of evidence, links, and piercing judgment that would make @kodochara.bsky.social cry tears of joy. And yet somehow... somehow... Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 2d and I'm absolutely not whatever a baeddelist is supposed to be. I'm not sure why I'm on this list then, nor why the people who subscribe to it think I should be on this list really, except that they are part of a personality cult that works to demonize people like me... almost as if... as if... Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in ••• ••• What's the phrase I'm looking for? March 25, 2025 at 1:17 AM 1 like

Somehow, that was confusing (because these people are so full of themselves they can't read anything without putting *their* words, interpretations, motivations, and judgments into it because other people don't exist), so I clarified:

2025-03-28 00:05:42.952 / 3llfjepru562x

But that's not enough. Nothing I ever say about myself and my situation and what *I* write is *ever* enough (we'll get back to this in a second), and then you guys wonder and complain that I write so fucking much explaining every minute little detail because it's "manic."

2025-03-28 00:12:16.487 / 3llfjq6tbno2x
Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 2d I did notice that you were on that list and how ridiculous that is as well. There was to be another@, @redlianak.bsky.social but that somehow got edited out without me noticing. The major appeal I'm making is the one I posted in this thread already as quoted below. I haven't met any threshold for harassment in any objective terms. I simply state my opinion about my life and my interactions with others on my timeline, which is a perfectly normal behavior and expectation on a speech platform built just for this. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 2d Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 2d That's always been my appeal or point. I've stated it multiple times before this as well but I don't expect you to have known that. I made it more specific in terms of content this time because I have come to believe people don't take the assertion seriously since my timeline isn't like theirs. Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 2d I don't focus on having an affirming "community," positive things, humor, or whatever l'm supposed to focus on. But it *is* in various form or fashion at one time or another like the timelines of the individuals l've listed, including yours. That's the only way I'm lumping you in with anyone else.
Asher Wolfstein @asher.wolfste.in • 2d I don't focus on having an affirming "community," positive things, humor, or whatever I'm supposed to focus on. But it *is* in various form or fashion at one time or another like the timelines of the individuals l've listed, including yours. That's the only way I'm lumping you in with anyone else.

It's not "manic," it's because I don't want words to be vague enough that you can legitimately put whatever the fuck you want into them. I don't particularly want to end up in some 300-page Google Doc by @kodochara.bsky.social , or @ladydiabolique.bsky.social analyzing and picking apart …

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The One, The Only Poppy Diabolique • - Clients &... @ladydiabolique.bsky.social + Follow It seems #Furaffinity removed my Notes about my stalkers & my issues with SynGoat, that transphobic artist that no one should work with if they have a spine. Hmm, might have to make a Google doc. March 9, 2025 at 6:06 PM & Everybody can reply 1 repost 5 likes

my entire psyche with all my "near caricature" vague takes that have been reduced down for people with no attention spans like @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social .

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The Nail in the Coffin – Exposing Milena Harirsaz (NSFL) - Guardian Acorn
The Nail in the Coffin – Exposing Milena Harirsaz (NSFL) – Guardian Acorn

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The Poppy Diabolique Drama Has Reached its Disgusting Peak (NSFL) - Guardian Acorn
The Poppy Diabolique Drama Has Reached its Disgusting Peak (NSFL) – Guardian Acorn

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Lefty Twitter Dogpiles Poppy Diabolique for Being a Rape Victim - Guardian Acorn
Lefty Twitter Dogpiles Poppy Diabolique for Being a Rape Victim – Guardian Acorn

And @twistythetiny.bsky.social 's doc *on @vividfaegarden.com *:

2025-03-28 00:12:16.492 / 3llfjqfku3o2x
Imma start by saying this... lain't sayin' nothing else (unless I have to) That's how it's gonna be. I'm already wasting precious time by writing this fucking document so let's get this over with. Am I aware that I'm talking to a brick wall? Yes. Is this response ultimately pointless? Yes. Why write this? Simple. It's for me. It's for my own peace of mind. It's to ensure that I leave nothing unsaid. I want to make sure that my thoughts about this matter are as crystal clear as humanly possible. I'm Twisty. I like to keep it one hunnit. That's how I am and that's how I always have been. So, let's cut to the chase: Here's the series of events, simplified in chronological order. Number 1: Annie publicly calls out Milena for refusing to donate a penny to the people she pretends to care about. Texas Banned Peak!!! @kodochara.bsky.social - 10d * Reply to Texas Banned Peak!!! We're not even half way there yet? We need to catch up to Bon Jovi eventually! You going to let Bon Jovi beat you Milena? They haven't been
Texas Banned Peak!!! @kodochara.bsky.social • 10d * Reply to Texas Banned Peak!!! We're not even half way there yet? We need to catch up to Bon Jovi eventually! You going to let Bon Jovi beat you Milena? They haven't been relevant in decades! $1,875 raised $5K goal • 13 donations 38% Share Number 2: Annie continues to call out Milena, this time, publicly sharing a screenshot of Saige donating money to one of these individuals. (Note: Annie has not, in any way, antagonized Saige, she in fact, congratulated her) Number 3: Saige gets big mad at Annie for all the reasons you can read below. Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae @vividfaegarden.com - 3d Annie, I saw Dusk's GFM bc *Milena & her circle shared it*, not you. You aren't the main character. I didn't even know you or Poppy donated until *after* making my own donation, & only saw your post bc I checked into it.
Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae @vividfaegarden.com - 3d Annie, I saw Dusk's GFM bc *Milena & her circle shared it*, not you. You aren't the main character. I didn't even know you or Poppy donated until *after* making my own donation, & only saw your post bc I checked into it. You're not more virtuous than *anyone* here. This behavior illustrates that. Chara-chan #FreeFictionalFelonies. @kodoc... 4m This whole whiny baby routine of "oh they're just VIRTUE SIGNALLING" would ring so much greater if any of these people donated before I did, and if Milena dropped even, I dunno $3.50. A dated South Park joke is too expensive for Milena, yet 50$ is "no big deal???" © Chara-chan #FreeFictionalFelonies. ... 8m It isn't virtue signaling if we actually are more virtuous than you. © Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae @vividfaegarden.com • 4d Oh my god we're doing the virtue signal posting over donating to gfm's aren't we Thank god I thought things were going to be normal for a day @ Can we stop weaponizing trans people needing help as a cheap stab at The Bad People ™ © ® Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae @vividfaegarden.com - 3d You're literally weaponizing Dusk's situation against others as a gotcha against Milena for... *checks notes* signal boosting a GFM. Get an actual therapist please, one that legitimately helps you manage your BPD symptoms rather than enabling them. Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae @vividfaegarden.com - 3d And while you're at it, delete the post with my name attached to it. I know you enjoy doxxing people, but I am the *last* person you want to go down that road with. 0 2. 02 Number 4: Chaos ensues. Annie and Saige duke it out on the keyboard... such is the nature of internet beef.
Number 4: Chaos ensues. Annie and Saige duke it out on the keyboard... such is the nature of internet beef. Number 5: Annie mentions an anonymous "black member of the foundation" during her beef with Saige. Oh, Saige, remember how you told the only black member of our community that you were "disgusted" that you let her in your house? You and Milena are perfect for each other, and I'm looking forward to hearing about how you reconciled with Aztec in a few months. A Safe Haven From Milena Harirsaz @kodochara.bsky.social Saige | youtube.com/@VividFae @vividfaegarden.com - 3d Annie, I saw Dusk's GFM bc *Milena & her circle shared it*, not you. You aren't the main character. I didn't even know you or Poppy donated until *after* making my own donation, & only saw your post bc I checked into it. You're not more virtuous than *anyone* here. This behavior illustrates that. GE Dis M Chara-chan #FreeFictionalFelonies. @kodoc... 4m Number 6: Saige posts big manifesto about Annie on Tumblr. (well that escalated quickly) vividfae Follow On Annie (Thie noct ic anina to accumo wou have like 500 voare worth of

It looks like @vividfaegarden.com was spouting this "main character" line to @kodochara.bsky.social back when that was going down (what, like 2 weeks? I don't know, time is a mystery to me). Newsflash: Nobody in life is a main character.

2025-03-28 00:12:16.493 / 3llfjqhvvhg2x

That's a completely made-up term that streamer-brained intellectually-abusive morons who think memes are the height of condensed and deep culture use to dismiss people, as you've done here *way* before you did it to my. husband.

2025-03-28 00:12:16.494 / 3llfjqi4fho2x

So much for that theory that you're all different now, really, emphatically, working on deprogramming in a bizarre nonlinear ludonarrative, 'cause this is all a game.

I made it clear why I was listing who I was listing. Twice.

2025-03-28 00:12:16.495 / 3llfjqi4ggw2x

I'm not going to do a blow by blow here of what happened, it *all* speaks for itself. It really does. I do *not* need to invent a narrative to sell to people like some "content creator" putting out anticompetitive press releases from my personal brand corporation.

2025-03-28 00:12:16.496 / 3llfjqi4ggx2x

I implore everyone to use their brains and come to their conclusions, even about me. Please. Like my terrible father who, according to @redlianak.bsky.social only ever cared about himself despite never meeting him, used to say to me: step back and think for 5 seconds.

2025-03-28 00:12:16.497 / 3llfjqi4hg72x

@vividfaegarden.com repeats this about her perspective enforcing friends. Listen to them Saige. Please, for your own sake, listen to their extremely biased and dismissive warnings.

2025-03-28 00:12:16.498 / 3llfjqicjqx2x

This (wait 5 seconds), is, of course, terrible advice from a horrible abusive neglectful alcoholic loser that starved himself to death after trying to intellectualize everything and left behind a legacy of teaching me to be so afraid of my feelings I don't even feel them.

2025-03-28 00:12:16.499 / 3llfjqikcrp2x

All of that, that description, isn't mine. It isn't even the county's or the town's or the town government's or my family's. *All of that* is all according to @redlianak.bsky.social in a private communication to me to stop being so "smart."

One she demanded, in all grave severity, I delete.

2025-03-28 00:12:16.500 / 3llfjqikcrq2x

In other non-shocking news, most everyone *loved* and *adored* my father by the way. I know, it's a very weird pattern. I talk just like he did, when he decided to actually say something to someone worthwhile (usually me). Strange.

And he cared about all of us, deeply, with great commitment.

2025-03-28 00:12:16.501 / 3llfjqipdvy2x

I'm now going to *finally* respond to what's being said by @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social , who I've now decided to pay attention to and respond to because, while @vividfaegarden.com fafs about ineffectually with all her nuance, Audrey reaches new heights in dismissal unseen before by Poppy.

2025-03-28 00:12:16.502 / 3llfjqipdvz2x

Let's go point by point, in classic now-signature excessive manic triggered detail:

Audrey, ("A" from now on), writes: "a random nobody"

To who?

A: She asked not to be lumped in with her abusers and their friends and included in his tirade against them…

2025-03-28 00:20:11.355 / 3llfk6dov3z2x

Uh, she did, but with added context (now being "erased") that I defended against. It's also a weird demand, honestly, one that your little clique respects but I don't. @vividfaegarden.com made choices she allegedly isn't going to deny, but they weren't hers.

2025-03-28 00:20:11.356 / 3llfk6dxu7j2x

They were @ladydiabolique.bsky.social 's who manipulated her. She's not responsible for being a social chameleon because *checks notes* Borderline… like… me. >.> <.< >.>

2025-03-28 00:20:11.357 / 3llfk6e5ulr2x

But I just DoN't UnDeRsTaNd! I need to be explained to and educated! *throws me across the room like the great Heidegger, breaking down everything around me into a perfect distillation of truth*

2025-03-28 00:20:11.358 / 3llfk6eduxz2x

Was that hard to follow? Aww… stop writing guidelines to parasocial relationships for hikikimoris and read a damn book for fuck's sake *before* you decide you're a sociologist who knows everything and needs to tell us plebes what to do.

You know, get educated *before* you become a Peer Counselor.

2025-03-28 00:20:11.359 / 3llfk6eduy22x

She said, "… I wouldn't use their standards as a justification …" which I wasn't, and "I also take a very different approach to my online presence than Poppy does," which, clearly she doesn't, and I didn't say she did.

2025-03-28 00:20:11.360 / 3llfk6eduy32x

She said, "I used to do the BPD social chameleon thing … but since breaking away I've mostly shed that," except you haven't because "deprogramming isn't linear." She continued, "I say all of this," just to, I'm here only to say, I only need to express before I detach,

2025-03-28 00:20:11.361 / 3llfk6eduy42x

*liberally wrings hands and wipes the pearl necklace off her neck*

"that I don't care if you want to defend yourself," but "please don't lump me in with them," because doing so in an appeal to convince people, "doesn't paint [you, being Asher] well to those of us that aren't [around them]."

2025-03-28 00:20:11.362 / 3llfk6edvxe2x

Do you think I've never been there? That I haven't had to apologize to a large group for being a fucking asshole under the influence of an abuser? 'Cause I did, and I never blamed it solely on him. I blamed it on my naivete, idiocy, and for accepting what I wanted to hear.

2025-03-28 00:20:11.363 / 3llfk6edvxf2x

I *also* didn't blame them for not "rescuing" me from myself, though they tried to dissuade me. 'Cause… why? I don't do guilt.

Surprise, surprise, everyone was very quick to forgive me and almost immediately moved on.

I did not require a cocoon period to become a beautiful butterfly.

2025-03-28 00:20:11.364 / 3llfk6edvxg2x

I kept, and htis is definitely my personal choice that other's don't have to follow, my personal struggles and my transofrmations and revelations and such to myself and my devoted husband.

2025-03-28 00:20:11.365 / 3llfk6edvxh2x

I didn't go on for months on end critiqueing them and drawing people into my overwrought passion play on LiveJournal so I could have the "community" I so desperately *wanted* (and had already unfortunately destroyed).

2025-03-28 00:20:11.366 / 3llfk6edwwp2x

I restated my "major appeal" and in what way I was "lumping" her in, which was that she, along with all the rest of them, post just like I do (writing about their struggles, drama, stories, interactions, …

2025-03-28 00:20:11.367 / 3llfk6edwwq2x

except they do it because they're the stars of some three-ring circus that must put out press releases to "clarify context").

I didn't say she "engaged" like they do, and I didn't say *I* engaged like they do, and I wasn't trying to meet some standard, so that's that.

2025-03-28 00:20:11.368 / 3llfk6edwwr2x

This is to someone who had earlier responded to me with this.

2025-03-28 00:20:11.369 / 3llfk6edzuj2x
Blocked post. # The Vivid Fae Garden't@vividfaegarden.com • 21d I'll send you a discord DM later and we can talk shop there. My thoughts on the other stuff is that I am just trying to move forward. (1/2) # The Vivid Fae Garden+ @vividfaegarden.com ... 1 + Follow I'm not hiding my presence in the Foundation or my contribution to the core issues that arose from it, but I'm treating this with tower defense vibes: I'll address things if I need to defend myself/if it's morally important, but I'm not getting involved. I told my story, now I'm standing back. March 5, 2025 at 4:13 PM

Spoiler warning: she never did that I'm aware of. Somebody in her little toxic pool of people most likely, and this is a guess, told her "OMG NO, THE GUY's *DANGEROUS!*"

2025-03-28 00:23:38.614 / 3llfkejdxhb2x

But, she *is* now trying to hide it, sort of, by conveniently erasing any context to this "engagement" so that she can replace it with the self-announced self-assigned new context of her new beautiful self that I didn't congratulate and compliment enough.

She's now demanding *I* hide it too.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.615 / 3llfkejispz2x

A: … the core of which seemed to me to be a complaint about how they utilize and label block lists.

No. That's not the core of the issue. It wasn't even the core of the thread. @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social frankly refuses to exercise any critical reading. I'm a random nobody, so why should she?

2025-03-28 00:23:38.616 / 3llfkejisq22x

That was the beginning of a thread that I used to highlight that I post *just like every other person on any speech platform* who decides to do this stuff and that it's *not* special, *not* dangerous, *not* unique, and *not* any different than …

2025-03-28 00:23:38.617 / 3llfkejnws22x

others who at one time or another were involved or orbiting people accusing me of the opposite of all of that because I'm *dangerous,* much like *checks notes* @spicycerise.bsky.social declares of herself. She's more dangerous than a jackal! Grr!

Well, I'm Asher, master of the Borderline holocaust.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.618 / 3llfkejnws32x

A: She was civil (at first) and understanding of his position…

No. She wasn't. This was her understanding: "… the best people to [establish the story, my story mind you] are Poppy's actual victims … without the implication that the way I engage online is similar to Poppy. …

2025-03-28 00:23:38.619 / 3llfkeju7xl2x

Your twitter beef with her are not in any way comparable to the years of emotional abuse and manipulation that I, her other ex partners, & her closed circle of friends have suffered, actually."

Again, I wasn't attempting to make that implication.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.620 / 3llfkeju7xm2x

@vividfaegarden.com made the implication, and defended herself, which I pointed out as a defense of what she read into what I said, not what I actually said, twice.

She reduced all my hundreds of posts and complaints and months of ostracism and a video(s) lying about me into a "twitter beef" and …

2025-03-28 00:23:38.621 / 3llfkeju7xn2x

we dared "talk down" to her by telling her she "didn't really know that."

Of course she knows all victim's stories and pain, she listens to My Chemical Romance, she's in the fucking Black Parade for pete's sake, that's her current context I'm erasing!

2025-03-28 00:23:38.622 / 3llfkejzd2f2x

If that's confusing to anyone with a reasonable mind that exercises rationality, let me clear it up:

I'm not making her reality my reality for her safety, and thus, I'm triggering her snapping turtle trauma response which is why I'm to blame for her sexist racist ugly Poppy-like behavior.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.623 / 3llfkejzd2g2x

She is the *most qualified* person then to tell MY story and record MY struggles *for me* because she's the *actual victim.*

We didn't talk down to jack shit anyone. She did, and then expected apologetic sympathetic groveling adoration.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.624 / 3llfkejzdzo2x

No thanks. I don't need your help or your defenses. I don't need to you stop others from harassing me or criticizing me. If someone has an issue or criticism, please please please, for the love of all that's holy, for Lucifur, for decency, for safety and inclusion, please tell me.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.625 / 3llfkejzdzp2x

I'd love to know up front than be talked about and lied to for five years in an effort to steal my decidedly very sought-after affection.

It fucking sucks.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.626 / 3llfkejzdzq2x

The *immediate* reduction of the gracious and open "reality check" I gave her, that she claimed to already know all about, out of kindness (because, girl, you need to face reality) to just…

a "twitter beef."

As if it had no effect on my life or wellbeing whatsoever.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.627 / 3llfkejzdzr2x

It's, and excuse the all caps, TALKING DOWN AND CONDESCENDING TO ME AND MY HUSBAND right after she essentially said that the best people to establish the story and public record about MY SITUATION are the ACTUAL victims of @ladydiabolique.bsky.social ,

2025-03-28 00:23:38.628 / 3llfkejzdzs2x

which she just happens to be the biggest and the proudest.

I'm sorry "sweaty" The Foundation sucks ass and did *not* make you an Internet-era reality lolcow celebrity that knows jack shit about fuck all simply because you suffered neglect.

I know all about emotional neglect by loved ones too.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.629 / 3llfkek6my22x

I know, hard to believe that I'm an actual human being with a history.

Maus: Please do not presume to know what was done to us and to what extent.

Saige: Oh my god, you're talking down to an abuse survivor!

2025-03-28 00:23:38.630 / 3llfkek6my32x

A: *He* tagged her and dragged her into *his* thread against her will. She did not go seeking him out.

I didn't drag anyone into anything against anyone's will. @vividfaegarden.com et al make choices they will never, ever own. It's always *my* fault. I didn't take important factors into account.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.631 / 3llfkek6my42x

But, truly, the factor I ignored was that I didn't move her finger or mouse to tap or click on my little notification, she did, I think, or someone that's not me did, out of a strict uncontrollable compulsion because she "lacks unacceptable impulse control," so it really *is* all my fault.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.632 / 3llfkekdrze2x

I gotta take into account these socially responsible morally nuanced factors for the sake of everyone else even though not one person in this entire situation has ever done that for me. *shuffles papers looking for an example and once again crying because I can't find a single one*

2025-03-28 00:23:38.633 / 3llfkekdrzf2x

This wasn't any different than replying to her (as I had done before), or DMing her something stupid (which I haven't done to anyone), whether it be praise or a gripe. She did *not* have to interact. She chose to interact.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.634 / 3llfkekdrzg2x

She made a choice to *not* ignore me, probably to the great disappointment and chagrin of the people who most likely told her not to do so (I'm guessing). I didn't "compel" her to do anything. I didn't "compel" her to look further into the thread.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.635 / 3llfkekdrzh2x

*She* must've (otherwise, how was it compelling) saw the notification generated by the @ing, which I do all the time to identify people so people know who the fuck I'm talking about (unlike these people's vague posting), and then …

2025-03-28 00:23:38.636 / 3llfkekdrzi2x

decided it was intriguing (or traumatizing, not my problem tho), enough to slide right in and mount a defense against something I wasn't saying.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.637 / 3llfkekdsyq2x

If you have a problem with this functionality you have 4 clear options: mute me, block me, exercise self-control and ignore me or don't respond, or complain to BlueSky about their @ing functionality.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.638 / 3llfkekdsyr2x

Do the fucking work everyone says is so wonderful rather than demanding everyone accept your self-made "context" instead of their own reality.

2025-03-28 00:23:38.639 / 3llfkekdtxz2x

By the way, it's not "context" it's just your own delusional self-image spun into context to make it factual and objective enough to be thrown at people, like the great Heidegger did in legends past.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.716 / 3llfkr4txzz2x

Guilting me by claiming I *inflicted* your shitty defense and resulting trauma response *upon* you is peak guilt-tripping I'm-the-main-character bullshit. I tag whoever the fuck I want to tag for whatever reason I want, and your approach gave me absolutely *no* reason not to do so, or apologize.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.717 / 3llfkr54jhz2x

I'm to afford all of you, @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social , @vividfaegarden.com , Mrs. Kerzner ( @redlianak.bsky.social ), Poppy ( @ladydiabolique.bsky.social ), et al. everything while you afford me *nothing.*

2025-03-28 00:30:41.718 / 3llfkr54khb2x

I'm supposed to work it out and be the better person to improve it with great hand-waving nuance *for everyone (else).*

No, fuck off.

This is such entitlement it's off the freakin' charts and is incredibly, repugnantly, and obscenely immoral and offensive to all human decency.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.719 / 3llfkr5culz2x

A: Honestly I had a hard time following his point … Nearest I can gather is he's frustrated that he's being treated like a nobody and ignored, and something about not being allowed to use his own platform how he wants. None of that actually matters.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.720 / 3llfkr5cum22x

If it doesn't actually matter, then why the fuck did you write it?

I *hate* and *loathe* this question, but, I don't have a better one. I'm asking this *in all seriousness*: who is this for? Like, who are you explaining this to? They can see what I write themselves, *if* you'd name me.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.721 / 3llfkr5cum32x

Of course you don't for propriety. None of you conveniently name me, not for me, but to erase *my* context. I'm always "that person," or "this person," almost like I'm not *actually a person.* I'm just letters on a screen people can collect abuse tokens from.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.722 / 3llfkr5cum42x

Who are you explaining my actions to like I'm a scientific specimen? Who is listening to this garbage? And no, you have *no idea* what I'm frustrated about, and, the only people who treated me like a fucking nobody was @vividfaegarden.com, @spicycerise.bsky.social, and @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social

2025-03-28 00:30:41.723 / 3llfkr5cum52x

So, by insinuations (since none of it matters, of course, to who?) *I'm* bad and "unhinged" because *you* treated me like a "random nobody," and I had the audacity to complain instead of kiss up to make the situation better *for everyone involved* except me. I need to accept my lot.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.724 / 3llfkr5j4sf2x

A: We have since been accused of coming in uninvited and making it about Vivid. Objectively not what happened.

Of course that didn't objectively happen, because that's not what happened.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.725 / 3llfkr5j4sg2x

I checked every one of my and Maus' posts, so you tell me if I missed something, but I *never* said you came in uninvited. I said I hadn't *sought* this conversation out, but @vividfaegarden.com *decided,* most likely against everyone's advice, …

2025-03-28 00:30:41.726 / 3llfkr5j4sh2x

to come and defend herself against something I didn't say, only to prove that her defense was plain bullshit and false.

it's only possible to float such a convenient rewrite because …

2025-03-28 00:30:41.727 / 3llfkr5pd272x

*my very important context has been completely erased in favor of the one @vividfaegarden.com wants to desperately establish for herself about herself.* I don't matter. My context doesn't matter. Their actions that don't line up with their new self-image don't matter, because I don't matter.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.728 / 3llfkr5pdzh2x

Only @vividfaegarden.com's, @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social's, @ladydiabolique.bsky.social's, and @redlianak.bsky.social's self-image matters.

Everyone must make it their reality.

Mine doesn't. No one has to make it their reality.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.729 / 3llfkr5ulyh2x

We never made this accusation about being uninvited. I engaged and said why I wrote what I wrote, completely unsurprised Saige showed up. She, and Audrey, didn't like it. It wasn't enough. It wasn't satisfactory that I have my *own reality* and not accept *@vividfaegarden.com's false reality,* …

2025-03-28 00:30:41.730 / 3llfkr62t7h2x

which is the only one that matters because she's SUFFERED.

However, *you* did make it all about the Vivid Corporation, constantly invalidating me and whatever was going on with me.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.731 / 3llfkr62t7i2x

I'm a fucking random nobody that doesn't matter because I'm "not the main character" and Maus has absolutely nothing to do with anything I was writing because Saige knows, in depth, everything that happened to and about me.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.732 / 3llfkr62t7j2x

*crickets*

2025-03-28 00:30:41.733 / 3llfkr62t7k2x

A: Have your complaints. Do your thing. Rattle your cage. Idgaf. Go hog wild. Just don't include us. Don't tag us. Don't dismiss us when we ask to be left alone.

This is bullshit. Have your complaints, do your thing, rattle your cage, idgaf (yes you clearly do), go hog wild…

2025-03-28 00:30:41.734 / 3llfkr62t7l2x

just don't include us, or make it about us, or talk about us, or even mention us even though we shat all over everything you were saying as manic meandering ramblings of a clearly unhinged unwell dangerous wacko that needs help cause, "I'm sorry, but it's sad."

2025-03-28 00:30:41.735 / 3llfkr62u6t2x

No. That's peak @ladydiabolique.bsky.social. Is this your "boundary" that *I* must enforce, once again? Am I crossing it and violating "moral boundaries" once again for having the gall to talk about my interactions, my life, and my struggles, and *your* bullshit you flung at me and then ERASED?

2025-03-28 00:30:41.736 / 3llfkr62u6u2x

For presumably *my* benefit (if I'm part of everyone)?

2025-03-28 00:30:41.737 / 3llfkr6awjm2x

No.

Why should I do that?

Like, seriously, why?

Why are you so important that you're clearly "the main character" in everyone else's life?

Why?

2025-03-28 00:30:41.738 / 3llfkr6awjn2x

If you want me to never talk about you again, then *give me a reason* and an *interest* in never taking about you again, like I do to others. Simple.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.739 / 3llfkr6awjo2x

I owe you, and any other struggling victims, nothing. Not even sympathy. I *do* sympathize, but not with @vividfaegarden.com anymore after this complete trash. And why should I?

2025-03-28 00:30:41.740 / 3llfkr6awjp2x

Why am *I* to *always* be the better person in these situations or else *I'm* the bad guy? 'Cause I don't cover it up and own what the fuck I do?

2025-03-28 00:30:41.741 / 3llfkr6gbgh2x

A: Did I get petty and make a list to block just them knowing that it would trigger them? Yes.

I wasn't "triggered" you freakin' neocon Twitter troll. Do you seriously think this is some kind of "trauma response"? Some big rage fit to justify my existence? You didn't read what I wrote, did you?

2025-03-28 00:30:41.742 / 3llfkr6gbgi2x

You're just ridiculous and for that I'm ridiculing you and your girlfriend's very Poppy-like behavior.

A: Did I accuse this guy of having a manic episode? 200+ tweets on the subject and subsequent fallout tells me absolutely that is likely what's happening. Get help.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.743 / 3llfkr6gbgj2x

No. As evidenced in this thread, it doesn't. You don't know shit. Stop talking like you know anything about me. *You've never ever talked to me before.* All you've possibly heard is third-hand hearsay (I'm guessing) from Saige that came from Poppy and Mrs. Kerzner …

2025-03-28 00:30:41.744 / 3llfkr6gbgk2x

who have every reason to tell you that I'm a horrible unhinged *dangerous* person.

To mostly quote (this is from memory) @redlianak.bsky.social , who said this to me with great empathy and understanding while I was apologizing to her, "You don't know shit about me, clearly."

2025-03-28 00:30:41.745 / 3llfkr6gcfs2x

My blog isn't up yet. This is so stupid. These threads are absolutely ridiculously fucking long and I'm getting really really tired of it. Really! I hate it. I really do. Please watch for my blog that I need to desperately construct: asherwolfstein.com.

Thanks.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.746 / 3llfkr6mkm22x

Like seriously, This is getting technically infeasible. OMG.

2025-03-28 00:30:41.747 / 3llfkr6mkm32x

ATProto root record: 3llfistqza72x

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