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This is a prime example of the practical end, the in-the-street implementation, of the establishment that others are advocating remove my ability to have electronic devices and connection to the Internet (or at least social media) because I disagreed with their ideology that includes the belief that
2025-04-02 22:58:37.474 / 3lluifzbybc2y
the digital "public square" is bound by an unstated and undefined social contract to keep everything occurring in it private–basically publicly private, or privately public, I don't know–which thusly "flattens" all context of what is public or private into …
2025-04-02 22:58:37.475 / 3lluifzc7422y
an absolute substratum (not a spectrum, not even a dichotomy) where their dislike and discomfort at what others are allowed to say about them determines everyone's freedom in "engaging" with them while present or absent.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.476 / 3lluifzca3c2y
Many with these kinds of very 10-20s era ideologues will spend a lot of time talking about how #ACAB or the nuance of the undeniable need for order versus the long-arm-extension of the highly normative, fascistic, and ultimately authoritarian government,
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but when "threatened" by what anyone has to "say" will adeptly bundle their reactions up into a "boundary" that others must enforce under the guise of that social contract of safety, or even just decency, and deftly transform their staunchly anti-authoritarian stance against my presumed authority
2025-04-02 22:58:37.478 / 3lluifzcbzs2y
that I undoubtedly possess as a manic disintegrating wacko "triggered" by their premeditated, quirky, and self-indulgent shenanigans. They wink at the ever-present voyeuristic attention of others that they foster as they knowingly type the barb and
2025-04-02 22:58:37.479 / 3lluifzcbzt2y
aim it towards a disturbed person profoundly suffering at the hands of the worst of mental illness, subsequently placing more targets on their backs for trolls to aim at that the buzzsaw of lunacy is responsible for. Part and parcel of the trauma response instigated by my behavior.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.480 / 3lluifzcbzu2y
Be sure to subscribe to, an unknown that I'm stating for satirical effect here, their OnlyFans for more gripping drama. My presumed authority disappears when I have a grievance because I'm a cisgender white male, and magically reappears when
2025-04-02 22:58:37.481 / 3lluifzccz42y
I'm a misogynistic stalker repeating their ableism, sexism, and racism, all of which are not decent or safe, but it's an authority imposed upon me by the society they are appealing to as both cute, sexy bully and harmless, scared, and tearful victim in a manner that I'm unable to shirk.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.482 / 3lluifzccz52y
They conflate their newfound situation (being free from negativity and abusive influence) and new outlook, health, and commitment to not be assholes anymore, together by using the intellectually sophisticated term "context" to describe both at once,
2025-04-02 22:58:37.483 / 3lluifzccz62y
subtly rendering it into one thing either without any awareness, or in hopes no one will notice that they can't figure out where they end and the rest of the world begins. They are the situation, and the situation is them.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.484 / 3lluifzccz72y
This is disconcertingly similar to how the German people arrived willingly to the conclusion, in almost exactly the same mass hysteria, that Hitler was Germany, and Germany was Hitler while millions were gassed into oblivion for the sake of the social contract.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.485 / 3lluifzcdyh2y
But it's understandable since American mental health institutions, having endured decades of patient-bullying, have finally conceded and handed over the keys to let the inmates operate the asylum,
2025-04-02 22:58:37.486 / 3lluifzcdyi2y
reifying all of these notions into an unseen but very concrete virtual reality laid upon our intersubjective topologies. Now these keymasters have due reason and authority to establish the language (which is reality) and concretes in this simulacra turned manifest and can proceed
2025-04-02 22:58:37.487 / 3lluifzcdyj2y
with great comfort (and expectations of narrative control in this absolute substratum that was once the dichotomy of public and private) in telling us all what it is in many various short form snack videos celebrating their morally lucky and elitist subculture.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.488 / 3lluifzcdyk2y
For me to deny they do behave in a much less reckless and more responsible manner like a mature adult by pointing out what they did say or do is to deny their new situation in reality, and thus, their inextricable self-image as they are one and the same.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.489 / 3lluifzcdyl2y
If I show, by talking about them and what they did and said to me, that which they quickly attempted to erase and declare publicly private, and conclude in my own space and my own opinion in any great detail that
2025-04-02 22:58:37.490 / 3lluifzcdym2y
the very objective reality of their behavior doesn't line up with committing to not acting like their abuser, then I am not only violating this social contract of absolute (not dichotomous) control of information by its originator, but also vehemently and
2025-04-02 22:58:37.491 / 3lluifzcdyn2y
abusively denying the objective reality that they are a recent victim of 2 years of emotional neglect.
Doing so, as written, makes me an abuser that is clearly not taking into account their pain and torture at the hands of the most manipulative among us (her repeated description) that
2025-04-02 22:58:37.492 / 3lluifzcexv2y
they carry with them as a means to diminish, belittle, chastise, mock, shame, and erase whatever it is I'm saying about my situation they were never part of even if it means going to the great lengths of bludgeoning me with their 2 years of emotional neglect
2025-04-02 22:58:37.493 / 3lluifzcexw2y
at the hands of a, I believe, mostly virtual partner they could have always left at any time.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.494 / 3lluifzcexx2y
I mean, in reflection, no matter how tacky and uncouth they've rendered any mention of my victimization, I'm unavoidably reminded of the fact that I didn't have that choice. But that doesn't really change anything though except reveal a very normal and expected human emotion I'm in touch with.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.495 / 3lluifzcexy2y
It becomes a deranged dick measuring contest that I was thrusting upon them, a rebuke aimed towards a claim to a larger situation that I never made, and then escalated to unearned guilt-tripping flavored silencing tactics, attacks on motivation as others are told I'm seeking attention, and
2025-04-02 22:58:37.496 / 3lluifzcexz2y
eventually vaguely legal threats of action that I am instructed, carefully, not to use my own intellect or authority in my examination so that I may replace it with their interpretations, as always, of their actions as not threats of action.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.497 / 3lluifzcey22y
Of course, this is all DARVO on my end, as first exclaimed by the self-injured parties, who now shout repeatedly "leave us alone! leave us alone! leave us alone!" to a crowd of entirely uninvolved people, like a dog whistle except, it's an interpersonal rape whistle against me,
2025-04-02 22:58:37.498 / 3lluifzcey32y
a crusty low-life random nobody side-character combing through hours of video just to find some detail in as little as 16 hours; something else I never did but they, as victims to whom we must always listen and believe, claim I did.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.499 / 3lluifzcfxd2y
And what good person, walking down the street completely unaware of what's transpired, will immediately side with me, the rhetorically violent specimen of the stereotypical rejected white male? Other stereotypically horrible white men, my completely imaginary buddies of course.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.500 / 3lluifzcfxe2y
As well, arrogant armed authorities with carte blanche abilities to stop me, pepper spray me, detain me, and indeed, take away my privilege to electronic devices and my speech platform accounts, as intended, will most likely also side with the injured minority
2025-04-02 22:58:37.501 / 3lluifzcfxf2y
in hopes of appealing to the revolutionary zeitgeist sweeping the nation or just trying to get some action or social media cred… somewhere. What kind of treatment am I, a cryptoconservative cisgender white male libertarian misogynistic and transphobic fascist Nazi-apologist, to expect
2025-04-02 22:58:37.502 / 3lluifzcfxg2y
other than to be treated as subhuman, having forsaken everything that ever made me human: other people's feelings?
2025-04-02 22:58:37.503 / 3lluifzcfxh2y
The moral is that #ACAB unless you're a middle-aged white lady who can faint on a couch, tears running down your face as you clutch your pearl necklace. Then, the lovely and friendly police will explain it the person writing about you and how you treated them that they really are meaningless,
2025-04-02 22:58:37.504 / 3lluifzcfxi2y
have forsaken their intrinsic worth as human beings (whose conditionality would make it not intrinsic), and due to breaking a wholly fabricated and unwritten social contract must now disappear from every public, or is it private, well, absolute information space.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.505 / 3lluifzcfxj2y
Your crime? Not complying with being a good person after you failed to extend the proper maximum benefit of the doubt owed everyone, comforted them, elevated them above you, showered them with adulation, groveled in worship at their feet,
2025-04-02 22:58:37.506 / 3lluifzcgwr2y
and validated every feeling or thought that flitted through their erratically capricious mind without any regard for anyone else, including yourself.
Then the cops are fine. Your critic deserves it after all, they disagreed with you, an aristocrat of morality, and need to learn their lesson.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.507 / 3lluifzcgws2y
For more information on the inspiration for this essay, @vividfaegarden.com and @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social, who I've described in profoundly abstract detail as a kindness please consume my *husband's* much more digestible content snacks, where he highlights the public degradation of my fiber:
2025-04-02 22:58:37.508 / 3lluifzcgwt2y
That is, of course, if public actually exists. If not, you can't read this, it's private, but please read it anyway because I want you to, but if you disagree, remember that I said it was private! Sheesh, freakin' asshole.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.509 / 3lluig3ipxl2y
Also of note.
If you would like to develop a 'code word' between us so you always know it's me, please contact me, 'cause that's where we're at now.
2025-04-02 22:58:37.510 / 3lluig52rjl2y
If you like this sort of thing, and want to *READ* more (please don't eat my thoughts) you can help support me and show appreciation at: ko-fi.com/asherwolfstein
2025-04-02 22:59:52.247 / 3lluiialvrl2y
LOL! I forgot to include the freakin' short video I was commenting on! Oof, ADHD goes hard.
www.youtube.com/shorts/iRR0D…
2025-04-02 23:00:33.853 / 3lluijiblnt2y
My blog, asherwolfstein.com, is coming soon, and eventually you'll be able to find piles and piles of this stuff.
2025-04-02 23:12:51.265 / 3lluj7hjnk32y
I should note, for the sake of transparency, that I’m this on this list that @hellscapewanderer.bsky.social made to, by her measure, fuck with a dangerous asshole experiencing a manic episode for her petty kicks cause she’s most decidedly better than me.
2025-04-03 08:04:53.592 / 3llvgwszzrc2k
It has its current title and description because some asshole pretending to be me messages them through anonymous email transfer to yell at them and because they’re so intent on making their ridiculous behavior my responsibility
2025-04-03 08:04:53.593 / 3llvgwtzxas2k
they don’t care if it’s me or not, and won’t cooperate publicly with anyone it seems to bring these horrible threatening and I’m sure disturbing messages to light despite repeated requests got publication it an indication that they were sent to authorities.
2025-04-03 08:04:53.594 / 3llvgwu226k2k
I’d *really* like to see these alleged messages as any little bit of information brings me closer to resolving the situation for everyone involved. What I’m supposed to do, as far as I can tell, is apologize for existing as a cisgender white make
2025-04-03 08:04:53.595 / 3llvgwu24522k
and just shut up and take it like a good DARVOed abuse victim. If they don’t like that wording they probably shouldn’t have invoked ableist, sexist, and very racist language and later tried demurely to delete it.
2025-04-03 08:04:53.596 / 3llvgwu2cxs2k
I must never ever talk about them again anywhere fit the rest of my life lest I “drag” them, kicking and screaming, back into drama, their own behavior towards me, they most assuredly
2025-04-03 08:04:53.597 / 3llvgwu2dx22k
had nothing to do with (they erased the evidence to make sure, for my benefit in a show if good faith I never asked for).
2025-04-03 08:04:53.598 / 3llvgwu2fvk2k
It seems like the lost truly operates under the idea that they just don’t like these maniacally erratic manic episodes they surmise I must be experiencing cause I take up space and post more than they want to read, rather than what the list actually says.
2025-04-03 08:04:53.599 / 3llvgwu2gus2k
But hey, I had no idea the first time we talked about these, so I’m sure I have no idea now.
I mean *takes in a drag of cigarette and blows it out smirking* what the fuck would I know about much of anything?
2025-04-03 08:04:53.600 / 3llvgwu2itc2k
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