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Some boys hate themselves
Spend their lives resenting their fathers
Some girls hate their bodies
Stand in the mirror and wait for the feedbackSaying god make me famous
2025-05-21 21:32:33.255 / 3lppkh7vcmw2d
If you can't, just make it painless
Just make it painless
Assisted suicide
She dreams about dying all the time
She told me she came so close
Filled up the bathtub and put on our first recordSaying god make me famous
2025-05-21 21:32:33.256 / 3lppkh7vgjw2d
If you can't, just make it painless
Just make it painless
It goes on and on, I don't know what I want
2025-05-21 21:32:33.257 / 3lppkh7vhj62d
On and on, I don't know if I want it
On and on, I don't know what I want
On and on, I don't know if I want it
(On and on, I don't know what I want)
(On and on, I don't know if I want it)
Some girls hate themselves
2025-05-21 21:32:33.258 / 3lppkh7viig2d
Hide under the covers with sleeping pills, and
Some girls cut themselves
Stand in the mirror and wait for the feedback
Some boys get too much
2025-05-21 21:32:33.259 / 3lppkh7viih2d
Too much love and too much touch
Some boys starve themselves
Stand in the mirror and wait for the feedback
Creature comfort makes it painless
Bury me penniless and namelessBorn in a diamond mine
It's all around you, but you can't see it
Born in a diamond mine
It's all around you, but you can't touch itSaying god make me famous
2025-05-21 21:32:33.260 / 3lppkh7viii2d
If you can't, just make it painless
Just make it painless
It's not painless
2025-05-21 21:32:33.261 / 3lppkh7vjhq2d
She was a friend of mine
A friend of mine
And we're not nameless
Oh
It goes on and on, I don't know what I want
2025-05-21 21:32:33.262 / 3lppkh7vjhr2d
On and on, I don't know if I want it
On and on, I don't know what I want
On and on, I don't know if I want it
On and on, I don't know what I want
Well if you're not sure
Better safe than sorry
Creature comfort make it painless
Creature comfort make it painlessWe're the bones under your feet
2025-05-21 21:32:33.263 / 3lppkh7vjhs2d
The white lie of American prosperity
We wanna dance, but we can't feel the beat
I'm a liar, don't doubt my sincerity
Just make it painless
2025-05-21 21:32:33.264 / 3lppkh7vjht2d
Creature comfort make it painless
Creature comfort make it painless
I still remember K, a similar aged girl (woman) in the psych ward with me. We were fast friends, but I never saw her again after that, which is how it goes.
2025-05-21 21:37:16.420 / 3lppkpnwry32d
What I remember the most was the night we were playing cards with A and laughing and laughing, and then, the next day she told me the nurses were always checking her for plastic knives from the cafeteria
2025-05-21 21:37:16.421 / 3lppkpo64e32d
because they didn't want her to use them on herself in her room when they weren't looking (in the bathroom I guess, outside of the camera) and I just closed my eyes (so she wouldn't see the pain in them) and nodded with understanding.
2025-05-21 21:37:16.422 / 3lppkpo64e42d
I still think about K.
She complained because the Doc wouldn't let her do process because he felt it was volatile, and she was like, "Aren't I here to DO process?" She said this after I happened to randomly play the piano in process and she had to miss it.
2025-05-21 21:37:16.423 / 3lppkpo66cm2d
And yet, when we did activity, and there was a choice between Apples To Apples and a game that asked personal questions she immediately chose Apples saying, "I'm not playing that."
I hope her arms are okay.
2025-05-21 21:37:16.424 / 3lppkpo66cn2d
At one point, in gym, I expressed obliquely that I'd like to see if they could up with some other game than Apples in activity, and I noticed that the next activity, she didn't go.
A quiet friend.
2025-05-21 21:42:48.016 / 3lppkzk6c752d
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