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Apparently I’ve been having a manic episode for six freakin’ months AC haven’t known it. You can tell by all the hundreds if not thousands of tweets. I might post a hundred or more in one day. And it’s be like this for six months!
2025-03-27 09:09:24.465 / 3lldxbqe5g22x
*checks ask my social media backups* omg I’ve been doing these super “longwinded as fuck” incoherent pontificating rambles for *years*…
2025-03-27 09:09:24.466 / 3lldxbqeqx22x
holy shit, all the way back to LiveJournal where people who didn’t like what I had to say told me to get back on my meds too andabunchofotherdisgustinghomophobicracistsexistslurs…
Have I just been manic *dun dun dun* my whole life?
I mean, what *is* depression?
2025-03-27 09:09:24.467 / 3lldxbqerwc2x
Was it that one time I had such a flat affect I couldn’t get myself to emote, talked like a monotone robot about *everything *, carried around a teddy bear, and was certified for 90 days on a fast track to the state institution after …
2025-03-27 09:09:24.468 / 3lldxbqetus2x
trying to sing a song (and eerily failing so bad it creeped everybody else the fuck out and you could hear a pin drop) in the chronically mentally ill ward?
2025-03-27 09:09:24.469 / 3lldxbqeuu22x
Nah… that can’t be it.
I have been doing this for years.
My threads and posts have a classy signature style connoisseurs like to describe as “textbook criminal” with a fruity, gay-like aftertaste of “borderline holocaust.”
2025-03-27 09:09:24.470 / 3lldxbqewsk2x
I know you can’t see it now, but my Twitter was filled with “epic debate bro gay furry” shit where I went “on hours-long tirades against Christianity.”
2025-03-27 09:09:24.471 / 3lldxbqexrs2x
Shout out to my boy Giancarlo Vanzzini for that one, the Kiwi Farmer who introduced me to Poppy’s thread for social cred among transphobes, you know, the one Lava Kerzner @redlianak.bsky.social defended because …
2025-03-27 09:09:24.472 / 3lldxbqf2pk2x
everyone deserves total anonymity on the internet even though she likely acted on the doxxing information I gave her to clean up her community? That’s the one: Shaneequa.
2025-03-27 09:09:24.473 / 3lldxbqmg2s2x
No, I’ve had it all wrong and lack any self-awareness as I’m sure Poppy and Mrs. Kerzner led you to believe. I think you’d call it “a profound lack of insight,” mmm hmhmhm yes, if you were actually my therapist,
2025-03-27 09:09:24.474 / 3lldxbqmiyk2x
but since you’re some total rando internet stranger (I *am* a total nobody) who’s *never* talked to me before anywhere, you’re not!
Thank fucking god.
These are my posts. This is my activity.
2025-03-27 09:09:24.475 / 3lldxbqmkx22x
You yourself complained that creators have to condense their points down to *checks notes* “near caricature,” in your quote socially aware and useful commandments for parasocial relationships.
2025-03-27 09:09:24.476 / 3lldxbqmmvk2x
But, sweaty, they have to do that for people like you, lest they get branded abnormal somehow via your big brain diagnostic skills.
I don’t have to do that, because I don’t give a shit about any of that. I’m a random nobody. I don’t have an audience.
2025-03-27 09:09:24.477 / 3lldxbqmou22x
Sorry you can’t bother to actually talk to me, just dismiss me as a tool to grow whatever weird mental health authority thing you got going on.
2025-03-27 09:09:24.478 / 3lldxbqmptc2x
You treated me exactly like Poppy “using a narrative” straight from Mrs. Kerzner. You didn’t even have your own modus operandi or thoughts on that staggering socially aware intellect.
2025-03-27 09:09:24.479 / 3lldxbqmrrs2x
When I was like 13 / 14 of foam up my 56k and hop into Yahoo chat. When I’d get into a disagreement I’d armchair psychologize my opponent, laying out all their neuroses from a careful analysis of their interpersonal dynamics.
2025-03-27 09:09:24.480 / 3lldxbqmtqc2x
Then I realized I was being an insecure punk-ass just-teenager little shit when I proudly told somebody of my intellectual accomplishments and they mocked the crap out of me and told get a fucking life.
So I did!
2025-03-27 09:09:24.481 / 3lldxbqmupk2x
I’m glad they did. Otherwise I’d end up like you, or Poppy *shudder* oh sweet Jesus, 40-year-olds out whatever who think this behavior makes them deep.
2025-03-27 09:09:24.482 / 3lldxbqmvos2x
Stop diagnosing strangers on the Internet you self-important wannabe doctors. Go to med school, get a license, they’d actually teach you not to do this unethical cringey shit.
You’re grown as adults. Stop behaving like 14-year-olds in 1997 F. F. S.
We can all see it.
BBS! ?
2025-03-27 09:09:24.483 / 3lldxbqmxnc2x
*AND, not AC dammit
Oh shit, this skeet put me over the normal acceptable limit, better self fucking-destruct…
2025-03-27 09:10:40.007 / 3lldxdyfjus2x
I don’t know why my slide keyboard decides some things. At some point I emphasized that’s on Twitter, and now it loves to transform it into THAT’s. All becomes ask, or, or our, becomes out. And somehow becomes AC (?), people becomes prime or some such, and so on. Guess turns to guts… 9.9
2025-03-27 15:48:54.387 / 3llenm3u5ds2l
There a popular computer book called PoC: GTFO and yeah, my brain never reads that as it’s meant lol
2025-03-27 15:50:04.547 / 3lleno6raxs2l
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