Out Of Context Tweets And Reductionism

u/VolkyBoy says that he “too can take out of context tweets and people attacking her and then reduce her actions into a few things. She still [sic] reasonable. She just it’s [sic] too old and too sick of the bullshit”

Well if this isn’t Kerzner themselves, and instead my old boy NewsOfTheWorld like I remember, then, of course he can! He learned from the best!

Remember this?

This is from Determinism, which is *still up* on my site.

You can see in this screenshot the *full* context of the quote,

I will give one example, though: I have sexual violence in my past as a very young child, but rather than being the victim (which would be more acceptable), I am the perpetrator. You didn’t see that one coming, did you? See what I mean? Either way, although I regret my wrongful actions, I am scarred just as much as any other child who’s been disturbed in such a way.

/determinism/

I put the screenshot because I know a large number of people reading this won’t bother to click. I want people to see the paragraphs before, and the paragraphs after, once and for all. This is horribly written, and I’ve already said that and apologized publicly for it four times. With that said, in the 368 characters, 70 words, and 4 sentences that took up, I wrote, “See what I mean?”

Much like when I wrote, “My BPD was right, and that’s sad.” I was *REFERRING* to things I had sad *EARLIER.*

I’m referring to the paragraph that came before it. The one where everyone saw me as this “goody-two-shoes.” And does it look like I enjoyed that? Does it sound like I *enjoyed* everyone telling me I was a good person all the time? No! It doesn’t! But, would a “goody-two-shoes” have something like that in his past? No, no he wouldn’t. Most who knew me at that time would’ve been taken aback, aghast, like any decent person should. The point wasn’t to make anyone feel guilty or for sympathy. You can see that recognition when I write, “(which would be more acceptable)”

The point was that my life has been limited in various degrees by how other people see me, or decide to see me, or listen to *other people* about what I allegedly am rather than just *TALKING* to me. Whether it’s “straight-edge goody-two-shoes” or “terrible horrible no good person” doesn’t really matter. What matters is that in my life as I’ve lived it there’s always been a dissonance that I’ve struggled with, and which has left me coming up short either by someone else’s hand, or my own.

But notice what’s not in those 368 characters, 70 god-awful words, and 4 sentences I regret writing?

There’s no mention of another person.

There’s no mention of a victim except by implication of the word “perpetrator.” There’s no description of events. There’s no extensive oh-my-god-my-trauuumaaa dump after. There’s no description of… anything. There’s no other child, other adult, place, time, action… nothing.

That’s it. Those 70 words are it. That’s what people quoted and ran with. And let’s examine how that went down.

I posted this on June 10th of 2024.

Then, on Jessica Routhier’s Kiwi Farms thread, not one on me mind you, some completely unrelated person’s… and how? Because *I* was “connected” to Liana Kerzner, and Liana Kerzner had inserted herself into Poppy’s situation by virtue of her radio show coverage, and “BTFO” defense. I had nothing to do with Jessica/Poppy at this stage.

And what did that consist of?

It looks like Giancarlo Vanzzini, a former member of Liana’s community in some sense, and a former *creative consulting client* of my husband via Liana’s referral *for work on his novel*, under the username Shaneequa on Kiwi Farms, posting all about it. He’s “confused” (no he’s not) and needs insight into what I’m saying…

It’s not that hard. It’s 70 fucking words. I know you can fucking read Giancarlo.

The questions at the end are to evoke and encourage certain types of responses from the community. I didn’t talk about anything current, I didn’t talk about any urges (which I do not have), I didn’t talk about being preyed upon, I didn’t talk about fear, I didn’t talk about another person… I gave almost zero details other than “sexual violence,” “perpetrator,” and “as a young child”, “regret,” and “scarred.”

That’s all I gave. That’s it. That’s all I wrote.

Shaneequa posted this two days after I made the post. Oh, by the way, Determinism? It’s 43,109 characters, 7,493 words, 491 sentences, and 181 paragraphs long. So, that one paragraph (70 words) doesn’t even compute to 1% of the entire article.

< 1%

As I’ve written before, and is currently unavailable, but not forever, the last four months of Liana and I’s “friendship” consisted of talking a lot about this incident. Previously, you could see in the Telegram chat that I was trying to figure out ways to “free” my husband from not being able to talk about things that had plagued us over a decade that were very private to me. If *I* said them, then he could say them too was the idea.

I was ALSO in the *MIDDLE* of electro-convulsive therapy.

I had agonized over this situation for years. It was one among a slew of things that haunted me every week for 2.5 years, tanking my entire life and psyche. It was traumatic as fuck. But, that’s only a side point to all of this.

What came next?

I’ll spare you the Liana-driven back and forth which I *didn’t* demand, and in fact, made me a touch uncomfortable. I had begun monitoring the thread because *they were talking about me specifically* not because of Poppy. I never visited Kiwi Farms before that really. I only went there when I became aware of Giancarlo’s post. And in my monitoring and talking to my *good and supportive friend Liana* about it, at one point, she literally wrote, “I’m making them do things,” and “Should I taunt them?” to which I didn’t provide an answer.

I thought, “No?”

Giancarlo disagrees in his post where her audience members *infer* who she’s talking about, encouraged, I’m sure by the phrase, “I’ve alluded to before…” which, I point out because it’s something her incompetent lawyer, by my layman’s estimation, vehemently denied that Liana “allowed” or “intended” because, that… matters? (it doesn’t)

So, here’s what came next:

I was never part of Poppy’s audience. I had nothing to do with Poppy at this point. I had never watched a Poppy video (and now I’ve watched… well, one, because… why watch more?)

I’m not using backwards speak. I *purposefully* obscured the situation so that the only focus was on me, and well, it worked! Unfortunately, they inserted whatever they could imagine right back in there when it was never there. In fact, another poster chastises me for writing it at all because it would put attention on the victim I never mentioned somehow which… yeah, that’s why I didn’t say a single shred of detail about any other party.

Again. None of this is in those 70 words. This is all imagined by Kiwi Farms users.

I do not think it’s a gray area. I do not act like it’s a gray area. I do not think *anyone* wanted anything to occur in any legitimate way afterwards. Fuck, I was HORRIFIED later that SAME DAY. And, *shakes head* I do not want anyone’s sympathy. Being disturbed or scarred or regretting something *isn’t automatically a clarion call for everyone to have sympathy for me.* In fact, I would’ve HATED for people to fawn over me because I was a fucking *perpetrator* because, wtf, I would feel like a moral fraud.

But… what I wrote is a thing, and I own that thing, and people read into it. Okay.

But the FACT of the matter is, *they* read into it. *THEY* inserted things into it. *THEY* invented a victim, made it a child, decided I molested/raped them, that I liked it, that I’m trying to be cool (remember that “See what I mean?” part, so, no), that I desperately *need* sympathy, that I think it was harmless blah blah blah blah… that’s *ALL* trolls reading into it, which, is par for the course.

They’re trolls.

The FACT of the matter is, nothing’s there. None of that is there. Those 70 words were it.

And more,

Yeah, I can *totally* see where I missed the target there. I see it. I had a bit of difficulty at the time. But I see it. That was *not* the intention, but, you know, we all learned a thing about intentions I think in this whole thing didn’t we?

Well, everyone except Liana Kerzner.

I didn’t mean it like that, but, here we are, and that’s how it was taken. *I* learned.

I wrote, “I regret,” but who cares right?

I am ashamed, and horrified, and was ashamed and horrified the *SAME DAY* it happened.

A troll is psychoanalyzing me, and isn’t it amazing how it sounds so… so… just has this flavor to it, I don’t know.

Oh, the indicative part? That’s just a rewrite of the sentence I wrote, that said, “I am scarred just as much as any other child who’s been disturbed in such a way.” Which means, I wrote it first. “Disturbed in such a way.” Literacy people!

Well, I’m glad we agree then, at least on that, except I might as well have written complete nonsense, because nothing they are writing resembles what I wrote. Remember that.

Notice that last part.

Asher specifically called himself the “perpetrator” of “sexual violence” against another child. I’ve really only repeated Asher’s own words.

Except Giancarlo didn’t.

He inserted a whole part that wasn’t there.

I have sexual violence in my past as a very young child, but rather than being the victim (which would be more acceptable), I am the perpetrator. … although I regret my wrongful actions, I am scarred just as much as any other child who’s been disturbed in such a way.

/determinism/

Where, in there, did I say “another child”?

I didn’t.

But Giancarlo thinks I did.

Kiwi Farms thinks I did.

More psychoanalyzing from shallow trolls who are so self-important they write long-winded overly-detailed super-sappy apology letters to the people they photoshop like their victims give 2 fucks. I’m looking at you Big Beefus.

Oh, wait. Do you notice something?

There’s a call for accountability and public decorum, and that if I were to speak about something at any time anywhere it’s selfish assholery and a lack of impulse control. (I never mentioned a victim.) I’m sure other victims of sexual attacks feel horrified to know this. I’m fully aware of this. I’m also a victim, and no, I won’t be sharing. However, it is not my responsibility and obligation to make sure that any one person out there with any smidgen of trauma is never bothered by a single thing I ever do. So, *check* there you go, I have a disregard for others’ feelings, like an unaccountable asshole. I have *never* said the laughably insane line, “No one understands me except intellectuals,” in my entire life as I don’t see myself as an intellectual… like, at all. But, oh, what’s this, it’s a *LIE* I’m telling *MYSELF*? I’m LYING TO MYSELF? *check check check* I already said I gave the victim enough thought to not even mention their existence beyond my role, but whatever, right?

See, here, notice how the *70 words* is now becoming longer. It’s becoming a “long letter.” 70 words is not a “long letter.” Maybe it was the entire point of the blog post even. Keep this in mind.

And that’s the sequence there on Kiwi Farms, almost, because Joshua Moon also inserts his own fantasy into the entire thing. They have very vivid imaginations:

As written elsewhere, this spilled over almost immediately onto Twitter.

TransTruthTeller aka @LianaDoesntKare immediately started calling me a pedophile and claiming I molested children. Giancarlo, now emboldened by the responses I’m pretty sure he was looking for (I mean *HE* didn’t say it, did he? hehehe) ran to Twitter as @MoviePira_te and started trouncing around about me molesting children, and so on and so on.

Not the point here.

The point is, this is *ALL* based on just 70 words. < 1% of an entire blog post that was *actually* about my hopes and dreams:

That as all I wrote about it. 70 words.

What did Liana have to say about it *AFTER* the “very ugly fight” in which she was very ugly?

Shut the fuck up Naomi. You know nothing.

This is how Liana, as I understand it from her scattered explanations and blurring of timelines, describes that exchange:

There was nothing for her to defend. Unless…

Unless there was…

By the way, she told on herself by me simply posting this, just posting it, by saying I was lying about the whole situation and she had no part whatsoever, no influence at all, during my electro-convulsive therapy in my decision. A decision I never mentioned.

But, you know, Liana Kerzner and all that.

And whadda ya know,

Liana Kerzner – January 15, 2025: You’d think me not blowing my stack at the “I abused a kid when I was also a kid” blog would have bought me some grace, but they don’t appreciate anything.

The stupid thing about that one? The TRUTH was that he and another boy were allowed to watch media that was no [sic] age appropriate. So they started imitating the movie. That’s it. That was the “assault”

NaomiPaulPoru – But he feels guilty because he “assaulted” a minor. Even though he was a minor. Talk about a click baiity [sic] way to talk about you [sic] guilt.

This is how much I talked about my guilt in that post:

… I regret my wrongful actions …

5 words.

5 words out of a 7,493 word post. And the entire situation and talking about it? 70 words, out of a 7,493 word post.

They are putting “assault” in quotes like it was nothing. They are judging and mocking my trauma and inserting nefarious intents and belittling me to their mean girl Discord because *they think they know better* because *Liana tells them they do.*

And she describes this type of incident as, “The original source for that was him. … having additional details out there in my attempts to defend him and myself hurt him,… I honestly did not know. …”

Wait a second.

She wrote that Discord message on January 15, 2025. That was only three months after Fucktober of 2024, the break, the cancellation, and all that. In those three months I hadn’t written a single other word other than those 70 words. Not one additional word.

And I still haven’t.

She’s right. They *DID* come from me. They came from *ME* telling Liana more about what had happened. She gets details *WRONG* of course, because SHE HAS TO in order to make it sound stupid, and dumb, and not-traumatic and shitty.

Those details in that Discord message? Those details came from me *telling* Liana about what happened, privately, the *only other person I’ve ever told* outside of my mother, my husband, and my therapist(s). She’s the *ONLY ONE* that could have *possibly* known that.

I have always said that *those* details, the other child (another boy), the semblance of the situation, and all that being known *publicly* came from Liana Kerzner. The idea that I wrote an *entire clickbaity blog about my guilt*?

Well, it must have been someone else because *WE* weren’t accusing you of being the source of the pedophile claims. We’ve been accusing you of two things:

1. Spreading a Kiwi Farms narrative that isn’t true, as in, I wrote *about sexually assaulting another child* as in *I wrote, specifically, that I sexually assaulted another child* when, no, I didn’t write that.
2. Telling people that it was two kids (boys) imitating media they were “allowed” to see (which is inaccurate, but I’ve written about that elsewhere at length).

Pure personal private specific details I never wrote. Pure Kiwi Farms narrative.

Oh, and did she go to Twitter-like social media and USE that Kiwi Farms narrative combined with the knowledge she put out there that only *SHE* knew?

Oh yes.

And, here’s another instance:

Nice, Liana. Real nice.

I wrote,

I will give one example, though: I have sexual violence in my past as a very young child, but rather than being the victim (which would be more acceptable), I am the perpetrator. You didn’t see that one coming, did you? See what I mean? Either way, although I regret my wrongful actions, I am scarred just as much as any other child who’s been disturbed in such a way.

/determinism/

Point out to me, Liana, and Liana’s “defenders,” point out to me VolkyBoy, Giancarlo, point out to me Louis Michael Cseke, Joshua Moon, point out to me where I wrote that I sexually assaulted another child as a child.

Point to me where I wrote that I sexually assaulted another child.

Point out to me where I mention the other child. Where I mention media, or TV, or a movie. Where I mention imitation, or play acting, or the time or place or…

WHERE IS IT GODDAMMIT?

WHERE IS IT?

It’s all in Liana Kerzner’s fucking imagination.

You know, recently, she bemoaned that our supporters and friends aren’t “adult enough” to realize they’re “emotionally torturing” a woman by “siding” with us (’cause that’s what adults do, “side” with people).

I literally wrote that I was being psychologically tortured by Liana Kerzner and she MOCKED IT not only saying I went full Manosphere, but talked as if she somehow knew things she didn’t, AND then *CALLED THE COPS* on me for the very same thread… but only *AFTER* she took a screenshot of the *final post* and mocked it on Twitter.

And you enlightened self-aware mature wellness buffoons LIKED IT!

Don’t bother explaining.

I already know.

Do you remember where we started?

This is where we started.

I too can take out of context tweets and people attacking her and then reduce her actions into a few things. She still [sic] reasonable. She just it’s [sic] too old and too sick of the bullshit

You don’t have to tell us VolkyBoy.

I already know!

And now, everyone else has the fair opportunity to know how you do that as well.

I never wrote another detail past those 70 words.

And yet… in a reply to me,

Everyone *somehow* knows more than what I wrote… inaccurately.

Liana Kerzner is the only person that could have possibly said this, because no one else involved saw it anywhere else.

Liana Kerzner IS the source of these details, because she wanted to mock me to her Discord and make them feel special and better than me.